The intended purpose of the new camera was for making better videos, (video art, that's what I do, also videos for little ones). Mostly though, I've just been taking silly pictures of everything.
"I dropped a bunch of toddler puffs on the stairs, look how pretty!" *cli-click*
Hope everyone had a great long weekend, whether you ended up celebrating anything or not. For the hundredth year in a row, I had a perfectly fine holiday with someone else's family. It's mostly alright usually, almost everyone seems to do the same basic thing, of those who celebrate, with little differences here and there. Fireplace, extended family people, cigarette break, food, dessert, coffee, some sort of sports game on the television and long moments of just sitting, which I guess is wonderful. My mind usually goes something like this: sports, sports, I don't get it, warm fire, warm, forever, cigarette cigarette, gifts, finances, gift giving, soap, how wonderful, they didn't have to. I want a baby. Shrimp- am I supposed to eat the entire animal or is there a part I peel off? I want a beer but then I'll get sleepy. This is nice, I miss my family. This is fine. Don't forget to smile, you grump.
Adne looks like a hipster this week.
I need to force myself to spend time with real people. With tiny exceptions, aside from work, it's been mostly nothing. I feel more alone than I'd ever be able to describe correctly or admit entirely.
"I dropped a bunch of toddler puffs on the stairs, look how pretty!" *cli-click*
Hope everyone had a great long weekend, whether you ended up celebrating anything or not. For the hundredth year in a row, I had a perfectly fine holiday with someone else's family. It's mostly alright usually, almost everyone seems to do the same basic thing, of those who celebrate, with little differences here and there. Fireplace, extended family people, cigarette break, food, dessert, coffee, some sort of sports game on the television and long moments of just sitting, which I guess is wonderful. My mind usually goes something like this: sports, sports, I don't get it, warm fire, warm, forever, cigarette cigarette, gifts, finances, gift giving, soap, how wonderful, they didn't have to. I want a baby. Shrimp- am I supposed to eat the entire animal or is there a part I peel off? I want a beer but then I'll get sleepy. This is nice, I miss my family. This is fine. Don't forget to smile, you grump.
Adne looks like a hipster this week.
I need to force myself to spend time with real people. With tiny exceptions, aside from work, it's been mostly nothing. I feel more alone than I'd ever be able to describe correctly or admit entirely.
But I think, (I hope, I hope, I think) that maybe people are coming over for new years eve. 
And what will everyone else be doing?
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