Monday, that's today.
It really is fall outside. Coldness and leaves and everything, colors. I have spice bags for brewing cider and I'm welcoming the change with an open heart.
I got my ass beat terribly, but had a splendid Halloween. I danced- I caused mischief, I ran from the man, I didn't get caught. My right eyelid is all red and puffy, and the rest of my body is covered in big nasty black and blue spots. I started my night with nothing to lose to by the end of the evening, I was reminded of all the ways life seemed better during the years I held on to nothing. Yo ho, yo ho. I'm done worrying.
"Repeat after me," he said, "I will not worry."
"I will not worry."
"I will not worry."
I'm taking control of this shit. Was anyone else at the Hammerstein Ballroom on Saturday?
I have a critique in a few hours, of some video. I'm really pleased with it- I hope it does well in crit, but really- the way the other students respond to it is sort of inconsequential. I only respect a small handful of them. The video features our very own beautiful Auriga, who was kind enough to not only let me film her, but let me make her stand in my frigid house covered in cold wet slip from earthenware clay. She is a trooper, and pretty as the sea. See?
It really is fall outside. Coldness and leaves and everything, colors. I have spice bags for brewing cider and I'm welcoming the change with an open heart.
I got my ass beat terribly, but had a splendid Halloween. I danced- I caused mischief, I ran from the man, I didn't get caught. My right eyelid is all red and puffy, and the rest of my body is covered in big nasty black and blue spots. I started my night with nothing to lose to by the end of the evening, I was reminded of all the ways life seemed better during the years I held on to nothing. Yo ho, yo ho. I'm done worrying.
"Repeat after me," he said, "I will not worry."
"I will not worry."
"I will not worry."
I'm taking control of this shit. Was anyone else at the Hammerstein Ballroom on Saturday?
I have a critique in a few hours, of some video. I'm really pleased with it- I hope it does well in crit, but really- the way the other students respond to it is sort of inconsequential. I only respect a small handful of them. The video features our very own beautiful Auriga, who was kind enough to not only let me film her, but let me make her stand in my frigid house covered in cold wet slip from earthenware clay. She is a trooper, and pretty as the sea. See?
Ok now- screw the Amazon wishlist. Here is my winter wishlist:
- Heat in my car. Good Lord, what I wouldn't give.
- Socks. Warm socks.
- Winter boots. My current boots no longer have a zipper, making it a very wet and drafty time in there.
- A midi keyboard.
- An accountant. I'm confused about filing my taxes as an independant contractor.
- Wine and weed for myself and all of my loving friends.
- A winter coat
All suffering is caused by desire. If I stop wanting these things, then maybe...
Time to start today today today. Have a great one darlings.
Oh yea, here's my blonde mop- in preparation for some blue and purple 
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vionah:
I don't know if you're working but my friend had to get money really fast and she made over 1000 dollars stripping as much as she could every night to pay her bills. It's not joyous work but it's quick money.
vonesper:
You were at Inferno?