louisiana

Well, it's been a year since I got my nipples pierced by a completely incompetent schmuck. The first one had to be removed (most painfully) three months into the healing process. As it turns out, the guy who did the piercing put eyebrow rings in the nipples instead of nipple rings. I got the remaining ring changed to an actual nipple ring by a more reputable piercer.

But, it's been a year, and it's still giving me problems. I can't have it touched at all, by anyone, without it getting irritated, Regardless of how well I clean it. Also, just having someone's hand quickly and absent-mindedly brush across it usually caused it to tear, and bleed. Also, it delivers an unexpected and powerfully sharp bit of pain, (not the sexy kind), and then my lover is put in the position of profusely apologizing, and that, in conjunction with the pain, sort of usually kills the mood. Especially when I'm not topping. Having your top have to pause and apologize for hurting you in an unintended way is weird. And I can stand it no longer.

Because this has happened a number of times, I have a very nervous reaction to anyone who even gets close to touching the piercing, and it preoccupies my thoughts in bed. And so, it's coming out.

Which is tragic, because I think it's very beautiful.



(excuse the messy morning look).

c'est la vie. It was lovely while it lasted.




In other news. Thank you all for your kind and supportive words. I am making foam sculptures, more on that when they come. Every waking moment will be spent doing homework, (when I'm not looking at naked tattooed girls) from here until June. I have a book show in three weeks - an eight person group exhibition.

Brrr! Come now though. I know what you've been dreaming of.