lou

Gonna have to go to hospital because of my back, for two weeks at least...maybe more if I get a surgery...

I should have gone to the hospital tomorow, but i'm so scared..I said no...

I know that's stupid, but my parents left yesterday for one week of holiday in an other country and I don't wanna be hospitalized alone... My brothers and my stister lives very far from me... And my BF is in an other country...
Feel soo alone..

I prefer to stay at home, to suffer (because there's no medicine strong enouggh..the pain is just fucking horrible! It hurts like hell) than to go alone at hospital...

And you konw what, it gonna snow a lot during 4 days where I live...
I feel so fucking sad, to be like a prisonner in my appartment and to see mountain with snow all around me...
Snowboarding is the love of my life..

really

How much I love snow? Enough to have it tattooed deep in my skin for ever...


I told you that was the love of my life...

and to finish...2 pics of my BF

hope you guys are fine...

love

lou