I'm so sorry!

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I'm so sorry I haven't posted in a while! It's been the last month and a half moving and getting all situated in Philadelphia. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm going to be shooting a set some time between now and about a month from now. I want to do a set before my hair gets too long. Thank you all...
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martyn:
Thats no problem, moving to an other city is always stressful. But doing a new shooting sound great. :)

Weird christmas

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I'm preparing for the next two days to be pretty damn weird. I always spend every Christmas with my dad and my mom wasn't in my life. So when my dad died a year and a half ago I experienced my first Christmas with my mother's family and it was Terrible. This year I'm living on my own in Los Angeles with just my dog...
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arielscout:
I'm a lonely girl in LA too! <3 
martyn:
Now I don't know what I should say. In some way I hope that you both don't need to spend whole christmas alone, that maybe some friends make a surprise visit or that you will have fun with other people and make new friendship. :* <3

And he said, "Be patient Alice"

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Okay, so here's the thing. I shaved my head. And I love it. It's weird that so many guys have started showing me attention now rather than with my red, I guess I have confidence now. Cause you kinda have to when you have no hair to hide behind. But the main thing is this, I'm ready for love. It sounds so stupid and trivial
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thescottness:
Love the new look! And I'm glad you're starting to move on, nobody deserves to feel less than they're worth.
hbt1:
Hopefully, we 'll see a set with this hot hairdo ?

Morbid manic Monday 😫😭😳

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So I have to take the biggest test of my entire life on Monday! I have been in Los Angeles for about four months and I am finally taking my cosmetology licensing exam. I have locked myself in my apartment for about a week and a half studying and practicing on my mannequin. You get about 10 to 20 minutes to do every task from...
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thescottness:
Anxiety is a bitch, but I have faith in you. Every time I get anxious about something I just have to remind myself that feelings aren't facts, and that the voices in my head telling me it's too much or I'm going to fail are just my ego's perverted way of keeping me safe from harm. I just have to keep returning to the process and have faith that by showing up and being present in the moment is the only way to get where I want to go. So I would say define your process for studying, stick to it, and always know that no matter how it turns out after Monday the world will continue to spin, you'll continue to exist, and if that's your goal in life you just have to go back to process and time will take care of the rest. If not Monday then the second time you take the test.
irishrebelndn:
I wish you all the luck in the world on your exam. I have faith in you my Dear friend. 
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