lotuskilla

still feeling crappy, im starting to think its psychosomatic or something, i think its cause im so depressed that im sick. BUT good news. i think i have talked my brother into going to florida with me!!!!! now theres just the ..."how will we get there, where will we stay, and what will we eat?" part to deal with, but i think it will work out. and i really think it will be good for me. maybe getting some sun and fresh air and being OUT OF MAINE will do me good. (in fact i really believe it will) we will see!