lotsofgiggles

it is so insanely hard for me to get back into a normal schedule after working third shift for two weeks. i am so exhausted, and emotionally drained, I literally feel like I'm losing my mind. I am so tired, yet I can not sleep. sleeping is one of my great passions, so this is very difficult for me. Oh. and on top of that, after sleeping two hours last night, I was over at my friends house having dinner, and just as I was about to leave, she received a phone call from her mom saying that someone she was close with died. So...I had to stay (of course) and help her for the next six hours. I broke down and started crying b/c I felt so fucking guilty that I couldn't stay the night or stay up and hang out with her anymore, but I felt like I was just a shell of myself. You know? I'm hoping that tommorow will be better. I am a very happy person, and the past few days I have been so depressed from exhaustion. Anyways. I just needed to let that out. With tears and bags under my eyes---giggles.