lotones

know what's awkward? when someone is a class says, "well, we're all white here so..." then looks next to him and realizes there's an asian girl sitting there looking really uncomfortable. so he just says "shit" and gives up. yea, that was awkward.

i hate knowing ahead of time when you have to pull an all night-er. this means i'll probably on here more than...
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found out today that my friend from nicaragua left ten days ago to cross into the u.s. illegally. that's a long fucking trek. he's already been deported once. i hope everything goes safe with him. i also don't know what he's going to do or where he's going to go when he gets here.

school is so played out right now. to cure this i'm going to the bar tonight. and i have 8 am class tomorrow. and class all day, for that matter. there's nothing like a good long class when you smell straight up like a pub. it shows how much you care.

as i can't think of anything but school:
i gave a presentation today for...
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last night i was pissing by a construction sight, while my manfriend pissed nearby (at what he called a respectful distance). two male college students walked by:
[classyboyone]: hey, write my name for me.
[my friend]: sorry, dude, i'm already done.
[classyboyone]: no, i was talking to her.

i don't know if it was mocking or if he just has a (very poorly concealed) r.kelly...
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i'm starting to feel like a boozehound. i know it's a monday night, but i'm slightly (or more so) wasted face, it's my friend's 21st bday so i had to get drunk. at least i rode a bike to the bar like a classy lady so i could get home safe and fast. fanfuckingtastic.

thank you hockey night. the night was fucking unreal, even if my ears are ringing and i have quite the hangover from the margaritas and a forty and more beers. i feel a nap in my future.

i got so drunk last night i drank from a flask that i found lying around on the porch. my friend told me this morning that it's been...
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oh sweet baby christ, it's friday. nice. i woke up for a meeting about a paper with a professor at eight, then i went back to sleep until one. the meeting went better than expected. the last girl that met with him cried; he called me 'jellybean' instead, so i think things went well. strange, but well. i love not having class on friday. all...
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today was a mixture. still no paul.

i helped search two miles of highway looking for any "suspicious items" that may relate to him. i only found a large pink dildo, which at least made me smile.

time to write an outline for a paper.

still no sign of paul:

The Des Moines Register Story

i'm too scared to search for some reason. maybe tomorrow i'll ante up. for now i'm frustrated at how unsure this is. it also freaks me out to see all the national guard people in military garb around campus. hopefully it helps.

we'll see. until then, we all keep going to class and doing homework...
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there's too much morbidity around me today:

there's a boy missing at my school so there were helicopters, cops, and ambulances, and people in bright orange vests combing the campus today. he's my friend's roommate and all are worried so i hope he shows up.

my grandmother sent me a letter telling me that she's had dizzy spells and memory problems. she's a member of...
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off to my 'look at naked men lounging" class (aka life drawing).

don't think it will be too stressful.