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There is by far too much immaturity in this world. I myself am no exception at times. However; there are some who have ascended to the difinitive apex of it. Man, if some people can call themeselves human beings, I'm almost ashamed to call myself one.

*Phobus Systems*
------Creating a better future for a select few-------
hyenahell:
...yeah. but. we're all just animals, when it comes down to the bone, man. people kid themselves. they have this delusion of superiority. but i can tell ya one thing. i've met very few dogs whose company i didn't prefer over the majority of people i've met. that's just me, though.
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god im a complete fuck up. whatever i touch turns to SHIT.....fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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silvermchic:
thats how i feel
nimhly:
but at least you didn't delete your photoshop in the middle of some important projects. sigh. i'd love it if you sent me a long a copy.

wassa matta baby? i hae the solution. you could work for a farmer fertilizing his fields if everything you touch turns to shit. did that make you smile atall?
did it did it?

no?

damn. sigh. *hug
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okay, so who wants to go on a date with me tonight?
Anyone? didn't think so. Blah....

maybe my video card will date me.... maybe if I update it's drivers, or send it a digital flower. Perhaps if I tweak its settings for optimal performance, it will oblige.
Damn, if only I could win the lotto. Then maybe I could buy a life. whatever
eponine:
bliargh!
i thought you understood that i didn't want you to make me things like that, etc.
it really really bothers me.
i don't know what else i can say. please don't do that ever again.


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some things are so fragile you can only whisper them. even with this, they may vanish.
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hyenahell:
by speaking it, you bring it forth into existence. or destroy it...
word=god.
eponine:
jason...you're weird.
and i'm in new york!
hi.
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*Kicks this sfrowndly miserable day*

In other news...

Was at work for 12 1/2 hours today.
It was worth it though i guess, tomorrow I get paid.
damn, lately my poems and stories really suck.
Here is just one more example. FUCK

GAWD I need a vacation. heh, maybe I could find one in this cup of tea. biggrin pfffffftttt. tongue

*edit*

Was just watching that...
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blasfemme:
hey there...sorry your day was poop. thanks for your nice entry.
you can vacation and come visit me biggrin
i couldn't finish watching a beautiful mind either, fell asleep....too slow, but i hear it was good.
i hope your friday goes well, i'll be shootin' good thoughts your way.
wink
derby138:
Sorry to hear your having a bad day frown I hate those days where everything sucks ass. Things will get better smile *plays a rockin guitar solo from on top of a mountain to raise LostOmens spirits* I tried watching a beautiful mind as well, and couldn't finish it (Why god, why?). So I see ye have come aboard the HEL ship ARR. Have ye been workin on yer looting and pillaging? Aye, neither have I. I'll probably get to it this week...sometime. Feel better.

"Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me.
We pillage, we plunder, we rifle, and loot,
Drink up, me 'earties, yo ho.
We kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot,
Drink up me 'earties, yo ho".
-YO HO (A PIRATE'S LIFE FOR ME)


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*coughs* damn i need to quit smokin' skull


check this out. Im under the impression the government has tons of these machines and that they have some giant network of tunnels beneath our feet, all across the country, and probably the rest of the world. Wonder what they use them for. Transporting nuclear and bio/chemical weapons. perhaps its where they keep all the aliens. hahah. biggrin
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kingbugs:
Hey,
if word of the subterrene gets out, I bet all these suburban warriors buy em up like status symbols, just like the hummer.

btw, thanks. almost a professor, almost. friending back, because anyone who groups arthur and the shining together is ok way with me.
temptess:
at least one photo of a body part...
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well, today will be fun....
Before I go to work. I play urban terror with a bunch
of weirdos online. Then I go to work. Then I come home. Then I play urban terror with a bunch of weirdos online. Then I go to bed. Then I do the same thing the day after, then the day after that.......
Grr. Someone come hang out with...
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hel:
that is so cool... you're really making it... man when?

soooo cool... biggrin

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derby138:
Thanks for the advice on how to cure my blues. I was actually thinking of playing vice city again smile and Your idea of writing a song was great! I think I'll go write one right now. Thanks!
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hmmm....
grrrrrrr.
life is just so FUN, isn't it?
HA!!!!!!!
I've decided that Im gonna go insane tongue
eponine:
weren't you already insane?*
maybe try happy...ya know, something new?



* ...the above was said in a nice way, not in a sarcastic bitch way.
lostomen:
meh, tried happy. It dont like me.
insanity however, is more at my disposal.



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A restless longing for better circumstances.... frown



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vastad:
Thank you for the wishes....I return them for whatever you'd like most in your life smile

btw I've read Siddartha and The Alchemist too...
eponine:
i got your email.
again, i don't know what to say.
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NEVERMIND
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vastad:
nice...

I can't find any of those 80's songs except Frank Sinatra...
vastad:
It came up, and it went away again. I'm really determined to get over my old hang ups...

....it has really been too long. these pointless circles...
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I sees not the authentic among itself and others sleeping. There, somewhere, is a sleepless calm; a watcher, ignorant of time, displaced, waiting. through this no-thing there is reflection into I. A reflection of a pseudo journey full of pseudo perceptions. I leave I behind, I fall away.
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blasfemme:
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
awesome verbiage, yours??
yet another delightful side you share.
hope you had a good day
smile
germany:
thanks santa i've never gotten one of those. i feel so special. you are officially my first, and quite possibly only desktop artist...yippeeeee