man....it was reallllly good. it restored quite a bit of self esteem. i'm still aprehensive about relationships right now, but hey, life's a crapshoot. right? anyway, i'll be taking her to the pj party, so those of you that actually read this - be kind - she's a little unsure of the scores of new people she will be meeting. i came home this morning and my stepsister immeadiately started laughing. she said i had a "just screwed the neighbor's cat" look on my face. i guess you go without for 9 months and get some, you're transparent as glass. anyway, this year wasn't so good, but the next is begining to shape up quite nicely.
