Thanks for the birthday greetings 
Please don't take this as a gesture of unsatisfaction, but this years birthday was the absolute worst. I woke up in the moring and saw my parents sent me an e-card. When I clicked on it, I saw one of the most cheesiest (literally speaking), cute, depressing animations I've ever seen. Even the music was so devastatingly cute and funny....
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Please don't take this as a gesture of unsatisfaction, but this years birthday was the absolute worst. I woke up in the moring and saw my parents sent me an e-card. When I clicked on it, I saw one of the most cheesiest (literally speaking), cute, depressing animations I've ever seen. Even the music was so devastatingly cute and funny.... Read More
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masaba:
sorry i missd the bday...i don't even celebrate them anymore, makes it less uncomfortable
walker:
I thought so
Yet another instance where I wish I could keep this journal entry to myself, my fear of making it look like I'm looking for sympathy. I'm so tired of living. Waking up to the sound of nothing and no one being there. Going to work with no ambition at all. Coming home to a messy apartment filled with constant reminders that I am lazy and...
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not_a_sicko:
Sounds like you badly need a change of scenery. I agree with FigmentofaPearl, start with little things.
You can always make a new start, you know.
And death is overrated anyway, there's nothing there for you.
You can always make a new start, you know.
And death is overrated anyway, there's nothing there for you.
philosophocles:
is it just me, or are birthdays really pointless? it's only a big deal if you decide to have a party and if you don't, people forget and don't get you presents. and even if they do... its just.. silly
that's just me. i'm not a big birthday guy.
but happy birthday!
that's just me. i'm not a big birthday guy.
but happy birthday!
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masaba:
well, i was already gonna give him that!
philosophocles:
if i knew anything bout basketball, i'd say more. 
don't worry bout being afraid of what people think or w/e. if you type a lot, then say it. not like i'll be offended. *shrug*
don't worry bout being a downer. u might lack direction but there are far worse things than that. i don't think i'd want my one friend to go anymore, because i swear i'd punch him in the face after a week on the road. he seems to need to constantly reassure himself out loud of all of his thoughts. like he'll explain why breaking up w/ so-and-so was a good idea or something. I'm so sick of hearing bout relationships.
Who knows. Maybe a road trip could change your life.
don't worry bout being afraid of what people think or w/e. if you type a lot, then say it. not like i'll be offended. *shrug*
don't worry bout being a downer. u might lack direction but there are far worse things than that. i don't think i'd want my one friend to go anymore, because i swear i'd punch him in the face after a week on the road. he seems to need to constantly reassure himself out loud of all of his thoughts. like he'll explain why breaking up w/ so-and-so was a good idea or something. I'm so sick of hearing bout relationships.
Who knows. Maybe a road trip could change your life.
You have no idea what I'd do to go to Greece for a couple of weeks in August.
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philosophocles:
Have you been there before?
not_a_sicko:
Any chance you'll actually be able to do that?
Sound like you could use a change of scenery for a while.
Sound like you could use a change of scenery for a while.
I've been seeing slot machines since yesterday. Here I am looking temptation right in the eye. Dam this sucks. This really really really sucks.
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hecklongtree:
I'm guessing, it sucks because you have a gambling problem?
thefreak:
Heh heh...you see sluts everywhere.
-TM
-TM
Because I"m an oddball, I update my journal once every week, and then twice in twenty minutes.
So, since we all suffer from some type of OCD, it just doesn't show on some, I will break down right before your eyes. Spill my guts right onto your plate, and just make an ass out of me. Because the pills didn't work, the coffin is so...
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So, since we all suffer from some type of OCD, it just doesn't show on some, I will break down right before your eyes. Spill my guts right onto your plate, and just make an ass out of me. Because the pills didn't work, the coffin is so...
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masaba:
FTW that's what i say, i know how ya feel
walker:
I am a good person for people to meet, but that's because I am so fat and my knee so bad I can't run.
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philosophocles:
aw. i love pictures like that. they always make me happy. they look cute together.
luckystar:
it's what ER was 10 years ago but better.
highly recomended
highly recomended
More diarrhea of my mouth and shit I'll never do but I certainly will talk about cause I just love talking and not actually doing anything.
Mope mope mope and dream dream dream. I've lost about seven years now doing that and just waiting to get the thumb out of my ass because I'm a narcisistitciscist pig, oink oink mother is the only person who...
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Mope mope mope and dream dream dream. I've lost about seven years now doing that and just waiting to get the thumb out of my ass because I'm a narcisistitciscist pig, oink oink mother is the only person who...
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crystalized118:
Ummmm.... sounds like you are pissed, stress and all of the above!
Need someone to talk to?
Need someone to talk to?
thefreak:
You...BANGED...your FORESKIN...on the PATIO?!?
-TM
-TM