lostidentity

Regrets. I don't have very many of them. But every time I go up to PA I am reminded of one. My taste in women has changed over the years. I used to love chicks with braces (seriously), shoulder length blonde hair, and really skinny...like anorexic skinny. The only thing that has remained constant is the squinty eyes. My stomach reaches my throat every time I see a girl like that. The other constant is shyness. VERY big plus in my book. Well, a couple of years ago, I kinda realized that I probably had a chance with this girl in high school. She had shoulder length blonde hair, squinty eyes, somewhat shy, and she LOVED Nirvana. I really don't know why I never really thought of her as a possiblility, but it just never occured in my head. You know, its usually when you're 50 that you start to say "If only I knew what I know now back then". I really think I had a chance with her, but gah!!!! I just thought I'd mention that irony being that the person I just described from ten years ago, is exactly what I'm looking for. Of course, it doesn't help either when a Greek chick uses you as a plan B. I would sacrifice a lot to be with a Greek chick, but damn, give me a chance to get to know you before you say there isn't any chemistry.