Just a venting entry to myself. This christmas will be very bitter and will truely and utterl S U C K. I fucking hate it already. I wish I could go to Greece every Christmas 
FUCKING major depression will ensue after the parents leave. major depression. major this sucks type feeling. 
why won't fucking work let me do this? why WHY WHY
FUCKING major depression will ensue after the parents leave. major depression. major this sucks type feeling. why won't fucking work let me do this? why WHY WHY
-TM