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M. Kyle M. aka "Lostcuaz"
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I am writing this because I believe no one really knows me. I am unable to be alone with a self destructing policy, I surround my self with positive and loving people, to place me in the right state of mind where I can fit into society. I am not very happy with who I really am, I always wish I was more. I push for the best and always reach for the top shelf; my problem is I prefer to do it my self.
I am a man and a boy in one. I have an apparent cuteness about me from what I am told, but in general I am an ass and a jester of trades. It's more due to me hiding things I do not want people to see. I usually laugh but it is hard for me to smile. For me to be truly happy only few people can do that for me. My extended family, bestest friend, and my love.
Yes, I admit I have a problem, but don't we all in some way shape or form. I am not an injured sole; I do not regret what I have done in the past. I have grown stronger from my mistakes and mishaps in life. In the end though I do want you to realize who I truly am.
I am who I am, and who I choose to be, the only influence I really see is the power above me.
My vocabulary may not be as advanced or as established as yours, but on the technical aspect with the knowledge and experience I have acquired I am able to navigate the world. I dabble in a lot, so my experiences range.
In life I enjoy a good night out or a even better night home, I don't always need the alcohol or drugs to spend fun nights with friends, just being me is all I will ever need.
I have a passion for Art and Design, I can peer into a piece and see my own personal meaning, but you are unable to truly see the artist/designers true rendition of their piece without a proper explanation.
I admit not many people see me for who I am, or what I will be, the question is does this clear up the view of me? I am a person so take a step back and take a good look.
"Driven to Dream", is my personal motto in life. It is how I describe what I do and how I advance my self in life.
Daily, I am full time as a student; my major has recently changed from Graphic Design to Networking & Communication Management. I also am a full time sale consultant with Dell, but hey it pays the bills.
Off time is spent in a variety of ways, I accomplish a great deal in my off time. From artwork and photography, attending automotive event and meets, traveling, and keeping up to date with friends. I admit, nothing is ever steady, I always disappear from the radar.
This is my "Drive" in life; my "Dreams" are entirely different. I want to not only succeed, but prosper and help out those around me that help me reach my goals. I want to work with what I love and enjoy so everyday its not a bore, move to a place where I am comfortable to live and work, and have all the things I need in life. From there I will just live life, as I am doing right now
I feel ya on the alone and self destruction policy......
talk to me if you'd like. I'm well versed in that.
Sounds like you've got a rich inner life & a lot to say (one of the most eloquent intros I've read). Can't wait to hear more <3
P.S. "Driven to Dream" is just sexy. To "drive" is moving forward (at your chosen speed) and to "dream" is keeping your human beingness both sane & nurtured. Love it.