I was happy with you and with out you. But I fell in love with you and thought you loved me too. Not in the same way, but more than just a platitude between friends but I was wrong. I thought we both had changed but I was wrong. I thought things were finally making sense and truths were being spoken, but I was wrong. I thought we understood each other but again I was wrong. I thought You would never let me suffer but I was wrong. I thought you were my muse but I was wrong.
I can never take back what was said that night, and can never apologize enough for hurting you with what I said. I know you're not with out sin, and when all was said and done I thought you would understand, and be stronger than I was. I don't know how long I can suffer for what I did, but in the end, that is up to you.