lost_adaption

Ah i like the comforts of having a large blank canvas to write on again when i'm bored, it's very relieving that i can finally babble away in large quantities once more without irritating anyone, and at the same time without being a massive waste of time. See, you don't have to read these things if you don't want to. Thats the beauty of them. And if you do read them you're generally probably about as bored as the person writing them, looking for some sort of entertainment and some fulfillment from reading such a large passage. Unfortunately i'm not going to give you a prize or anything, but you can have a pat on the head if you like. *Pat* ;>
The grim reality that we live in struck me today, there really aren't very many genuine people in the world, that are caring, friendly and true to themselves. Its always best to hold the very few genuine people that you meet in your lifetime close to you and always keep them as your friends. People that you get along with, and that you enjoy spending time with don't often come up and smack you right in the face, so hold onto the ones that you do have or you may just regret it. Friendship is in my eyes the most valuable human relationship. Without my friends i am nothing. You share good and bad times with your friends but always work through them and the bond grows as you walk through the tunnel of progression, strengthening what you previously had. And even though friendship is so dear and amazing, its so difficult to find. Thus leading me back in circles . People choose to be unkind, hateful and violent towards others, and i cant help but ask myself why? Why are you constantly making the world a worse place to live in by choice? Why is it your utmost desire to cause suffering to other people and the communities around you? How could that possibly be desirable? It conjurs so many questions in my head that i am unable to answer, or change myself. So many people are just utter cunts nowadays for their own personal amusement, making them the most selfish people to ever grace the planet. Why would you ever want to be like that? Why would you grow up thinking about causing people discomfort for fun? Is it purely because you were raised with an utterly dismissed view of human compassion?
These things i will never understand, being a simple human being myself, with only one brain and having never studied psychology in my life (thankfully.)
Yet we deal with these things in our stride, and as such the world continues as it is now. And the world, although not perfect, survives. But for how long? Arent our actions ultimately selfish anyway? As we slowly destroy the planet to live our comfortable lives the way we've always known to... I too am guilty of this, and so are many others. Infact, so is every human being on the entire planet. We're damaging it just by living here. But who gave us the right to? Everything takes its natural course, animals eat animals in the wild. Eventually humans will consume the planet. Thus is the delicate balance of nature. But where do the extremes lead? Humans consuming the planet are therefore also killing themselves. So our entire lives are solely carried out to cause the collapse of existance? Well, our own existance anyway. And what about other planets?

Okay thats enough for today i think. I've rambled enough. Lost myself deep in thought again. I'll uncover the answer to anything and everything one day thanks to this blank blog canvas, you watch me! Though sitting here just thinking i will eventually die from lack of food and water, so if you fancy sending donations you know where to find me!
Ha! Only kidding. I only ramble on for fun, and to save the amount of time people would have to listen to me otherwise! God, how boring would listening to me talk on for hours about this stuff be! Haha.