I'm so tired of being who I am. It's exhausting being closed off. I'm trying to figure out how to love myself as much as I love everyone else. Too much has been going on in my life that's been too stressful for me to handle. I just want to figure out what this is all about. I'm going to think of this as a journal, I don't know anyone here so for the most part this is just what it is. 