lorie

I had a teacher in college call me a Prick Tease in the middle of class. He read my self analysis paper and that was his conclusion.

I laughed. I don't get offended easily. He's the expert right? The truth was, that it probably was a pretty accurate call on his part. It wasn't because I meant to be that way, it's because i was too insecure to get intimate with anyone, emotionally or physically. I would start to get feelings, and then i would tell myself to see it through, but I never could. I didn't want to get distracted. Back then I had such will power. I was stupid. It was a detriment to me and my relationships, but hopefully i've grown out of it a bit. Well it wasn't that hard to grow out of it once I started fucking. wait a minute, sex has ruined my life!!

I don't really care about that shit, it's old news, i don't know why I wrote it really. It's probably because I'm so bored. Oh and because I had a hot dream about a baseball player from that class. Damn that boy was fucking hotttt. It's funny how the most obscure people can creep up into your memory.

Okay, I need to shower and make something of this day. Maybe take the dog to the park, let him prance his pretty boy ass around.

Have a fantastic weekend homies.