well today is a sad today. Today marks the death of dream. I was told today that unm fucked up my billing and turns out that i owe 3000 dollars and if i don't pay by registration in 2 weeks i can't come back.
BUt was i able to work out a private loan, unfortunatly our financial situation has not been the best. We can...
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BUt was i able to work out a private loan, unfortunatly our financial situation has not been the best. We can...
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I like winter, i just hate that it's still dark in morning. I hope it snows soon, i can't wait to play in the snow, i'm so excited. I have a house up in the jemez and i have some of those snow overalls and boots and all the good stuff.
I never get tired of playing in the snow! YaaaaY! I hope it snows....
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I never get tired of playing in the snow! YaaaaY! I hope it snows....
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fruitless:
i live in mn and i'm still waiting on snow. i want snow too.
stitch:
i love snow too!!! if it doesn end up snowing, me and you will go play!!!!
Now that my mini crisis is over I can write a real post.
I'm having one of those moments in life where i don't know anything about anything.
My husband and I had been distancing somewhat in the last couple of years, Well all last year he was in Iraq and he's been back for six months, but i've going out with out him more...
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I'm having one of those moments in life where i don't know anything about anything.
My husband and I had been distancing somewhat in the last couple of years, Well all last year he was in Iraq and he's been back for six months, but i've going out with out him more...
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liante:
Married at 18? It's not surprising that you should feel this way. I think that's pretty normal among people who marry at a young age (and quite a few who aren't so young).
Why do you feel that there's a difference between the "family you" and the "real you"? Perhaps that'll show what kind of independence you need, or where you might be feeling a little trammeled in.
I'd also suggest discussing this with your husband, especially since he already seems to suspect that something's up and might be reassured to know that you don't want to leave. Honesty and open communication are the best, and really the only, way to work through any potential problems.
Why do you feel that there's a difference between the "family you" and the "real you"? Perhaps that'll show what kind of independence you need, or where you might be feeling a little trammeled in.
I'd also suggest discussing this with your husband, especially since he already seems to suspect that something's up and might be reassured to know that you don't want to leave. Honesty and open communication are the best, and really the only, way to work through any potential problems.
lori_:
just to clear up a misunderstanding, it's not really that anyone expects me not to be myself, it's just that we were young when we got into this relationship so our understanding of it all was a little skewed. We comprimised a little more than we should have in the beginning and gave up too much and I lost sight of who I was for awhile. And we do talk about everything...i mean everything so it's not like jason doesn't know how i feel...ever.
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paranatural:
Yar!
We went to the Ren Faire this weekend; I was dressed as a pirate and we watched the Bilge Pumps perform (A pirate entertainment show)
We went to the Ren Faire this weekend; I was dressed as a pirate and we watched the Bilge Pumps perform (A pirate entertainment show)
liante:
Glad to hear you're feeling better! 
I'm so tired of this fucked up society. I hate it. I've been through some really terrible things in my life, and I took them for their experiences and used those moments to help other people, and teach people. I try everyday to be a good person, and I am, and a good mother, and i'm intellegent, i mean i'm almost holding a 4.0 in...
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alpo:
Glad to help!
aksiokersa:
Dude. Your picture looks way pretty, in my opinion. Go look at Hopey's pic folder. She has stretch marks (even has a close-up pic of them) and people are always telling her how hot her body and nudie pics are. Just remember - do you tell every attractive person that you meet "Hey, you're beautiful"? There are probably lots of people that think you're cute, they just don't say so. The girl I know that gets hit on the most, and I mean, she gets hit on absolutely constantly, is 60lbs overweight. I have another friend who works out all the time and has the most perfect, big breasts you've ever seen, and she never gets a second glance. I swear to God I'm not lying. Just do what makes you happy and surround yourself with people who make you feel good about yourself and you will totally get noticed for being the awesome chick you are.
Oh - ha. By the way, I thought your screen name was cool, so I stopped in to see your journal. Sorry for randomly ranting - I just really hate to see smart, cool chicks feeling bad about themselves, cause we deserve to be happy and feel hella good.
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Oh - ha. By the way, I thought your screen name was cool, so I stopped in to see your journal. Sorry for randomly ranting - I just really hate to see smart, cool chicks feeling bad about themselves, cause we deserve to be happy and feel hella good.
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I'm so tired of this fucked up society. I hate it. I've been through some really terrible things in my life, and I took them for their experiences and used those moments to help other people, and teach people. I try everyday to be a good person, and I am, and a good mother, and i'm intellegent, i mean i'm almost holding a 4.0 in...
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Okay, so i'm the biggest dork in the world.
I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
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I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
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fruitless:
teeny tiny girls can get on my nerves but a lot of people can. it's just too bad the human race has to think thier better than one another. this coffeshop is starting to really piss me off. 
punkinhead:
Sounds like you just had a bad day . . . don't let it stress you. Everyone feels awkward sometime.
Keep up the exercise, keep on keeping on!
be well,
ph
Keep up the exercise, keep on keeping on!
be well,
ph
Okay, so i'm the biggest dork in the world.
I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
Read More
I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
Read More
Okay, so i'm the biggest dork in the world.
I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
Read More
I usuallywork out at the airforce base, but there's the johnson center right on campus so i was like "i should just go there."
SO,
i get there and it's allhuge and full of young hot buff people, and already, i feel out of place
But i suck it up and start trying to find the...
Read More
another week kicks off. School, work, kids, and the cycle starts over, but it's not all that bad, except the work part. Thanks to Stitch and Morningstar for their rockin birthday party.
It was good to meet you guys, i hope we get to see each other again soon
It was good to meet you guys, i hope we get to see each other again soon
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mariposa:
^_^ It was nice to meet you too. I only introduced myself as Mariposa because I wasnt sure if you would know who I was if I told you my real name.
Loved your pics you posted in PSW!
Good luck though.
Nice set btw.