I've been feeling really terrible these past few days. I need to get a camera and add more pictures on my profile. I really don't like other people taking my picture so I need a timer or something. Maybe that's crazy... I don't know. Any good journal needs pictures.
Back to why I've been feeling so bad, imagine being 23 years old going on 24, you've been in prison the last 10 years and now your life is a void. I didn't do bad things either it's just a void. It's like I thought I was ok, my serious anxiety had me trapped and I thought I was ok, then suddenly things are turning or something. All the things I didn't do and the memories I didn't make the times I didn't express myself. Years just went by like nothing and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.
On a lighter comment, I'll just post a picture of my favorite movie of all time. There are more powerful movies just on my favorites list but I don't know why this continues to be the one I feel is my favorite. I actually was way into it when I was 17 years old but it's still my favorite.
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This movie is way better than it looks, trust me.
Back to why I've been feeling so bad, imagine being 23 years old going on 24, you've been in prison the last 10 years and now your life is a void. I didn't do bad things either it's just a void. It's like I thought I was ok, my serious anxiety had me trapped and I thought I was ok, then suddenly things are turning or something. All the things I didn't do and the memories I didn't make the times I didn't express myself. Years just went by like nothing and there is nothing I can do about it anymore.
On a lighter comment, I'll just post a picture of my favorite movie of all time. There are more powerful movies just on my favorites list but I don't know why this continues to be the one I feel is my favorite. I actually was way into it when I was 17 years old but it's still my favorite.
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This movie is way better than it looks, trust me.
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it makes me feel worthless for some reason. it's lame i know.