lorenzferus

that dog is adorable...vincent and I met at the opening of the brown bunny in NYC of last year. after that we were sort of penpals, but we don't speak very much anymore. he is a genius, and such a sweetheart

Dude, anytime you want to talk, if i can, i will be here. I know where you are coming from on a lot of things. All the stuff i said was for real. If you want to make friends here, i will do my best to help you. I think you need to talk to someone about some things that you may be goin through, and i know it may feel weird to talk about it, but it helps you grow stop the pain and helps you grow stronger.
There are some good ppl here, just give them a chance, dont attack them first, and if they piss you off, do what i do, use tact and try to talk to them. It gets more done i think. Well sleep time, laters.

Yeah dude, I hear what yer sayin'. For me, it seems like I leave comments in a lot of peoples' journals, and I get a miniscule amount back, or the ones that comment on mine forget about me later. So yeah, who knows, your decision may be the first nail in my SG coffin. You were the coolest on my list, Lorenz. It seemed you thought throughly about your replies to mine, and others journals; they were hardly ever just one-sentence responses, and that's what i liked. I hope to meet some of the people on my list, but I don't know. They might even be cynical to me; Your right about the whole "internet community" thing, it seems like most of 'em have alot of friends in the real world. I had only one real friend (even he strayed) but I can hardly talk to him anymore, since i don't delite in getting "fucked up" all the time. I know.

not every 2 parent house is a healthy enviorment for a child if you had that good for you but you need to realize that mom's FIRST responsiblity is to the welfare of her child and that if it means leaving the dad to raise the baby on her own ,to work 2 or 3 jobs and to never go out rather than work obne go out and have the problems of the abuser and the stress on the baby than good for her... my daughters father fractured her arm when she was 3 months old.... why because the baby had a wet diaper... and if you say ishould have changed it .... well i had just ... but babies wet alot.... now this guy wass a cop an"upstanding citizen" and rather than have my child hurt or maimed or killed by this guy i left him.. now i am with another guy weho is adopting both babies as his own .... hence they'll have a father... one who is a good one... the fathers that create them arent always ables to be a daddy..... any boy can fuck some one and creat life.. it takes a MAN to understand how to be a daddy.... and i have a feeling you'll never be a true daddy you are entirely too close minded if you child ever came to you because some one hurt them weather it was physical or mentally you would blame thekm and ask what they did to have that done .. which in some cases is the case, however you child from that would ALways feel guilty and be cautious to the piont of inertia .. think about that would you? ; im sorry if I was rude my babies are my entire life to me, when some one says some thing that seems to be out of lne i get riled up

Thanks for the cool comment about the trading card.

You hit the nail right on the damn head about the going out thing. I have messed up nerves. My anxiety is all over the damn place. I've got a little bit of everything all wrapped up into one big ball of shit. A bit of Social anxiety, bit of Generalized anxiety, a little bit of claustrophobia a little bit of agrophobia. So to what degree is yours then?

Man i'm such a fucking freak. Not a lot i can do about it though...

The stoopids are going around, but theyre fun, so just ride the wave.

lol. yeah, I know your not the tattoo type. I'm not really the gaming type. Well, I actually am, but I try to avoid indulging. They're way tooooo addictive.

I can kill anyone in NHL 2004 though.

I think you resemble Kirk Hammet, there are some similar facial features. But not to the exten where I would mistake you for him or anything.

nice profile pic dude!

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday!

The camera does make things better for profile pics and such.

I see your point about the holidays. Its not easy or good for everyone, and the fact that its supposed to be the happiest time of the year makes it even worse I think. If I'm feeling grumpy I hate all the cheer.

none taken. some of its not stuff I'm proud of. But did you find the shit about school repugnant?

You don't think the holidays are fun?? I love seeing my family and friends from back home, picking out the perfect presents to make someone happy, eating good homeade food, spending time not having to work...great stuff, I think! Now, granted, you do spend a lot of money, and tend to gain weight, but that's all part of the fun!

I don't know if they're real blades are not! But they probably thought they were the toast of the town or somethin'. If I saw them in person, I'd point and laugh while they looked at me all serious. There's more! black metal urber alles

that was a rad movie!! so off center. i like that!
i'm going to name one of my kids pedro.... a little european with a mexican name, ha!

Well, if it comforts you at all- this type of dissapointment is more intense for women, especially the b-day thing...