lorentz

yay! you wrote.

so my question is ...

do you feel better when you feel needed?

your post reminds me of a song in Jesus Christ Superstar ... so close your eyes, pretend you are Jesus and i am Mary Magdalene, and here we go (on a sacrilegious journey, no doubt) ...


(Mary Magdalene)
Try not to get worried
Try not to turn on to
Problems that upset you, oh
Don't you know
Everything's alright
Yes, everything's fine
And we want you to sleep well tonight
Let the world turn without you tonight
If we try
We'll get by
So forget all about us tonight

Sleep and I shall soothe you
Calm you and anoint you
Myrrh for your hot forehead, oh
Then you'll feel
Everything's all right
Yes everything's fine
And it's cool and the ointment's sweet
For the fire in your head and feet
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
And relax
Think of nothing tonight

in the really bad versions, Jesus just lays on the stage looking cuddly. try it.

and if this is really how you feel about life, then i just want you to know that i think there are 12 stages past this one and that you eventually end up quite happy. and it has little to do with "settling", but more to do with acceptance.

-the neo-hippie.