lorensoth

I dont know why I feel so nostalgic tonight...

All in all I had a ownderful evening out with my brother at a dinner theater, and a cute girl (married) from highschool was chatting with both of us there. Maybe Im sad that its over, or sad that I didnt act more like myself... I only feel sad now though.

Today I am going to call Hodges Badge and hopefully start working there, I missed the call on Friday and I dont know why I didnt pick up. I think I was in a bad mood at the time and I really hate acting like nothing is wrong when I talk on the phone.

For the last few years I thought I had been floating down the stram of life.. recently I realized I was simply floating, and not chaning at all. When you dont act, life has no current and therefore you dont go anywhere. And so I have started to move, if only a little to see where I may be able to send myself if I try.

Im glad I have cats... otherwise I would feel completly alone tonight. Thankfully animals love you no matter what, and sometime that helps you get through a dark night.