Well...
It is amazing how society goes bonkers when one unforuniate person simply goes off the deep end.
Id like to pretend that that person who shot and killed innocent people dosent bother me, in fact Id like to not give that person half a thought because his actions and his death are something that should not be glorified, but it will be.
Humans seem to be united by tradigy, and the event that happened last week sure is that. Instead of our so called media condeming this maniacs actions they glorify it all by posting every little bit of shit he spouted out before he went on a godamn killing spree all over the News like it is something everyone should watch because he was such a "misunderstood" and "solitary" person. When all it boils down to is that he was fucked up in the head and didnt get any mental treatment, so he killed a bunch of innocent people for no good godamn reason.
And somehow because this one nutjob killed students on "American Soil" it is labeled a tragidy, when young Americans and getting shot down and blown up every fucking day on the other side of the world, in some godfucked desert because our fucktard president says we should be over there.
Godamit I can really work myself up over how absurd and stupid our society is, I dont understand why people have to put on this fucking show for the rest of us. Guess what, war is bad, so lets stop killing other human beings and start to work together!! How hard is that? Seriously?!! Its so fucking simple that it makes me question the sanity of the entire world sometimes.
Im ranting, I know but I guess I need to sometimes... thoughts like this go through my brain all the time and I just cant stand it. Its part of the reason I have been thinking about going to school again, put my brain to some good use, first steps towards changing the world maybe. But its so godamn hard to get myself out of here, I dont feel comfortable in this society we live in.
Whenever I go out I look at people driving there cars, observe people who are working, and wonder if they even realize whats going on around them. Why is it that having a "Good Job" is the only fucking thing human beings should strive for? On top of the fact that I feel like someone elses tool whenever I have to work somewhere, and how can I possibly feel good about that.
It all makes going out into the world alot harder for me, and because Im alone its even harder. Why? Because the world is fucked up. But I need to somehow get myself off my ass and see if I can somehow start to fix it.
On a side note, If you actually read all this... thank you
It is amazing how society goes bonkers when one unforuniate person simply goes off the deep end.
Id like to pretend that that person who shot and killed innocent people dosent bother me, in fact Id like to not give that person half a thought because his actions and his death are something that should not be glorified, but it will be.
Humans seem to be united by tradigy, and the event that happened last week sure is that. Instead of our so called media condeming this maniacs actions they glorify it all by posting every little bit of shit he spouted out before he went on a godamn killing spree all over the News like it is something everyone should watch because he was such a "misunderstood" and "solitary" person. When all it boils down to is that he was fucked up in the head and didnt get any mental treatment, so he killed a bunch of innocent people for no good godamn reason.
And somehow because this one nutjob killed students on "American Soil" it is labeled a tragidy, when young Americans and getting shot down and blown up every fucking day on the other side of the world, in some godfucked desert because our fucktard president says we should be over there.
Godamit I can really work myself up over how absurd and stupid our society is, I dont understand why people have to put on this fucking show for the rest of us. Guess what, war is bad, so lets stop killing other human beings and start to work together!! How hard is that? Seriously?!! Its so fucking simple that it makes me question the sanity of the entire world sometimes.
Im ranting, I know but I guess I need to sometimes... thoughts like this go through my brain all the time and I just cant stand it. Its part of the reason I have been thinking about going to school again, put my brain to some good use, first steps towards changing the world maybe. But its so godamn hard to get myself out of here, I dont feel comfortable in this society we live in.
Whenever I go out I look at people driving there cars, observe people who are working, and wonder if they even realize whats going on around them. Why is it that having a "Good Job" is the only fucking thing human beings should strive for? On top of the fact that I feel like someone elses tool whenever I have to work somewhere, and how can I possibly feel good about that.
It all makes going out into the world alot harder for me, and because Im alone its even harder. Why? Because the world is fucked up. But I need to somehow get myself off my ass and see if I can somehow start to fix it.
On a side note, If you actually read all this... thank you
As for women, they can be very good at creating drama in our lives. In a way, I think we love it. As for you - you may be right. Take matters one at a time. Get a one piece of life fixed before working on another...