I havent posted in awhile because people probally dont read this, but I do it mostly to keep track of how life seems to be going. I talked alot about Anne in my last blog, because it was nice to go out with a girl, but I honestly couldnt tell why she hung out with me. This New Years I thought I should go out and do something diffrent, since for the past two years I simply drank myself stupid alone. I asked Anne if she had plans that night and to my utter suprise she did not. She also called me back the next day about bringing a friend of hers who was without her boyfriend and sad and alone to not have plans for New Years. So being the nice guy I buy them both buttons to what I had planned.
The idea was going downtown to see a bunch of diffrent events going all at many diffrent place, Only bad part was you had to walk to each one to get to them quickly, BUT they did have trollys going for the event. Not that any of that mattered after what happened. I had tried to comfront Anne on something she told me that upset me and made me feel like I should try and offer some kind of help. Part of me knew not to bring up the issue before the night started, but I wanted to get it off my mind. Unfortuniatly she got REALLY defensive and said it was none of my busniess.
This is what I get for trying to help someone, a nice slap in the face. Now this stupid shit happened before we even got to picking up her friend. Funny how she started acting perfectly normal when her friend was around. That she didnt throw something back into my face and expect me to continue to taking both of them to Newport for the events. I was pretty dumbstruck, so I talked as little as possible trying to mull this kinda problem over.
They were both being girls and talking about clothing and other random stuff that amazingly I cant rememeber what it was till they started talking about Boyfirends and her friend suddely asks me if I like Anne. So I blurt out "Yeah Kinda" Considering I did like her, but considering how she acted I seriously would not date her, I mean we both dont know each other that well at all. Now that all went through my head, but me saying Yeah probally set Anne off in some really weird way. She then started walking faster then us down the street in a huff.
Both I and her friend were kinda dumbstruck at her behavior, we figured she might have been a little upset and embaressed but it wasnt anything major. So we head over to where we were gonna go hoping to see her there. To our suprise she wasnt there, and somehow what we thought was one thing turned out to be a "Professional Mime". Was kinda torture. But both me and her friend kinda got locked in there for abour 15min. After that we wandered around looking for Anne and trying to call her, not having any clue where she went. But she refused both our cell calls, so finally we get a 3rd part to call her and we were worried.
In short she tells us that she got home somehow (we took my car remember) and that we shouldnt call her. I then am stuck with her friend, who calls other people she knows to do something for a Party. Soon after they start making plans, I tell her Im going to dissapear. And I made it look exactally like I did it, because all I wanted to do was dissapear at that point. I had no idea that trying to help someone could blow up in your face this way, just another part of life i suppose. Whats worse is she goes to Karate the same place I do. So I get to see her, and just watch her pretend like nothing ever happened.
Seem's a little fucked up to me, and having no one to really tell about how I felt, I told the only person I thought might be able to help was the Sensi of the Karate school I go to. I told him pretty much kinda what I put here, and he seems to understand that I really dont understand why she reacted that way over something so trivial. I can only hope I will be able to talk this out with her soon. But considering, I dont think she ever really wants to talk to me again.
The idea was going downtown to see a bunch of diffrent events going all at many diffrent place, Only bad part was you had to walk to each one to get to them quickly, BUT they did have trollys going for the event. Not that any of that mattered after what happened. I had tried to comfront Anne on something she told me that upset me and made me feel like I should try and offer some kind of help. Part of me knew not to bring up the issue before the night started, but I wanted to get it off my mind. Unfortuniatly she got REALLY defensive and said it was none of my busniess.
This is what I get for trying to help someone, a nice slap in the face. Now this stupid shit happened before we even got to picking up her friend. Funny how she started acting perfectly normal when her friend was around. That she didnt throw something back into my face and expect me to continue to taking both of them to Newport for the events. I was pretty dumbstruck, so I talked as little as possible trying to mull this kinda problem over.
They were both being girls and talking about clothing and other random stuff that amazingly I cant rememeber what it was till they started talking about Boyfirends and her friend suddely asks me if I like Anne. So I blurt out "Yeah Kinda" Considering I did like her, but considering how she acted I seriously would not date her, I mean we both dont know each other that well at all. Now that all went through my head, but me saying Yeah probally set Anne off in some really weird way. She then started walking faster then us down the street in a huff.
Both I and her friend were kinda dumbstruck at her behavior, we figured she might have been a little upset and embaressed but it wasnt anything major. So we head over to where we were gonna go hoping to see her there. To our suprise she wasnt there, and somehow what we thought was one thing turned out to be a "Professional Mime". Was kinda torture. But both me and her friend kinda got locked in there for abour 15min. After that we wandered around looking for Anne and trying to call her, not having any clue where she went. But she refused both our cell calls, so finally we get a 3rd part to call her and we were worried.
In short she tells us that she got home somehow (we took my car remember) and that we shouldnt call her. I then am stuck with her friend, who calls other people she knows to do something for a Party. Soon after they start making plans, I tell her Im going to dissapear. And I made it look exactally like I did it, because all I wanted to do was dissapear at that point. I had no idea that trying to help someone could blow up in your face this way, just another part of life i suppose. Whats worse is she goes to Karate the same place I do. So I get to see her, and just watch her pretend like nothing ever happened.
Seem's a little fucked up to me, and having no one to really tell about how I felt, I told the only person I thought might be able to help was the Sensi of the Karate school I go to. I told him pretty much kinda what I put here, and he seems to understand that I really dont understand why she reacted that way over something so trivial. I can only hope I will be able to talk this out with her soon. But considering, I dont think she ever really wants to talk to me again.