Well Im sitting on my butt waiting for my ship to complete a 20 jump process on Eve. And as usual Im browsing SG like a nub looking at all the cute nakid girls who I wont be talking to anytime soon lol. Guess thats the problem with internet communities, so many people to talk to and read up on. And not all of them you really want to talk to
I really need to pull myself together, Im in such a slump and I just dont care enough to try and get myself out of it... i figure I should start drawing, going out and take some photographs (dull scenic ones im afraid) and try and figure out what the fuck I should do with myself. Means ALOT of footwork in the near future Im afraid, ill have a stack of my resumes and ill stop at anywhere that looks semi-decent as a workplace lol. That includes going to the "big city", thats gonna suck since I have never really liked the city, something about not being able to see much of the sky, no trees and WAY to many people. But whatever, Im kinda talking to myself on here but at least its a start at getting my ass in gear.
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