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Well...

Seems I'll be going back on TDI if all goes well. They want me to file for permanant disability too since I'm having so many problems -_-

I've been feeling a little better as of late, but I still can't get motivated and have a hard time getting myself to do simple things like making a phone call...

Feeling groggy tonight too, might go...
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The world is full of those who never really understand who they are.
Many simply become what others think they should be, rather then themselves.

My Aunt died this morning...

I find it strange how things can be going along so well, and then there is a suddenly irreversible loss that changes everything again. She only outlived her sister, my grandmother by about a year...

I don't really know how to feel... she was such a sweet old lady, but the fact that she would drink Jack Daniels with ice...
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So it has been some time since my last post, mostly due to be keeping myself busy with life

I should be cleaning the cat litter box, but this seemed like the perfect time to update and note these brief days that have been slipping by so fast.

I have been doing the Facebook thing a good amount as of late, distracting thing that it...
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Time flies once more

I just had a nice weekend, an old friend of time was in town and I got to go out to a few restaurants and bars and see some faces I have not seen in some time. Unfortunately it makes for the weekend going by much to quickly and once again I am back at work.

I even took last Friday...
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Well some good and bad news today.

The good news is that Amy called me last night and we talked a little, nothing to serious, but apparently she does miss me and my sweet hot lovin :blush . She has been having a tough time on her end too, she worked at a market that closed down two weeks ago and now she is looking...
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Its funny and somehow sad how what I type here is the only actual record of my life that I keep these days.

For years I would write my thoughts and feelings down in a journal, knowing no one would really ever read them. Thankfully here I can type what I want without fear of having anyone else saying anything about this thing I call...
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Day 7 of missing Amy

I probably would have blogged yesterday... but for most of the day all I could do was sleep.

I wonder why it always ends up this way, just when I think I am happy something happens suddenly and I am alone and depressed again. I tell myself that when something... when something bad happens to a person, the only thing...
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Another weekend has come and gone

Friday night I finally walked to the nearby brewery for there free "Beer Tasting", thankfully a friend from work drove me home after, walking back would have been... interesting.

Saturday was somewhat dull up until Amy called me saying she was off work and wanted me to come over

Things have gotten much better with us as of late....
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So right after work I see a giant storm cloud in the sky!

Storms excite me for some reason, so I rushed home and made an attempt to get my walk in before the storm hit. I only got about halfway down the street after I had quickly changed into my walking clothes when it really started to come down.

Thankfully I had grabbed an...
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