Okay so a positive post to cancel out the rage of the last one. Despite my bitching work might actually work out okay I just had a really bad night working with the manager with me getting nervous and screwing up stuff because of it. Am not going to talk about it from now on am going to enjoy tonight and visiting st andrews tommorow/wednesday and then see how the thursday shift goes before looking at the situation again.

so positive ... hmmm

Am feeling better about going back to uni after having talked to a few people about it. I have a nice room close to the centre which should be nice a peaceful for my study and as for fun there shouldn't be a shortage of house parties as from the sounds of it some old friends never really got over freshers week. And unlike last time it will be their house and their mess and I wont need to worry about stuff getting spilt or burnt.

Still missing california but best not to dwell on it.

Am managing to get quite a lot of reading done at the moment which is good. Am eating very healthy and just need to combine it with a bunch of excercise now and the man breast shall be a thing of the past!! Will try and upload a bunch of photos from my fancy new camera for yall and might actually change my profile pic to one where people can see my face.

Will edit this later and add stuff