Did 8x salvia extract. A few minutes ago. Still feeling it, but want to record. Felt huge drops of sweat on my face, giant drops, sliding down my skin and into my beard. Thought it cool that it just appeared at top of brow and disappeared into beard. Giant drops of sweat almost hurt. Lost orientation, but knew if open eyes all would be fine, kept eyes closed anyway. Carnival ride, chanting something weird, had the word "demon" in it, turned into "demon rabbit" when I finally clarified it. Face and hands felt huge, felt like a big rock formation. Used hands to clear sweat off of face. Same sensation, just spread out. Had almost scary thoughts, but knew tbey were scary, and not scared. Feel warm, hands feel like they type fast. Walked from studio into living room, a little unsteady, but ok. Put stuff down, went to computer. Everything still a little fuzzy. Music on, might read soon. Hot. It's beem five minutes since I started writing. I have no idea when I started smoking, not too long, i think. Going now, talk later.
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btw, watch out for that demon rabbit. I think there's a Monty Python bit about that....
[Edited on Aug 02, 2005 2:18AM]
i'm a comm major
i'll just be a freshie though
i want to do advertising and junk
glad to know theres other kids in school
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