lordelessar

for the first time in years the sea is calmed the rivers run gently throughout the forest easing the pain away are the breeze and the sun the final showdown love against hate laughter against tears reality against fiction pressure against will power honor against betrayal man against himself today, on this sunny day, I will disappear once and forever ending the one thing that tortured me the most life itself Ive come to realize I am not myself anymore, for I have become a product of corruption, disrespect, betrayal, lie, envy, jealousy, blindness and hate Ive failed on this lifetime as a man as a warrior... the endless nights with no sleep the unstoppable days of tears the never ending pain and constant self destruction made my heart and soul rotten as it is and I cant stand it anymore

now, my sword, my only loyal and true companion, will assist me on my act it is time to put an end on this chapter of agony as time became salt on my wounds. I wish I couldve seen it coming I wish I couldve been a better warrior a better man endless years of mere pressure not being myself, giving my life for ungrateful beings ones that no nothing about the earth, nor sky beings that will never understand the will of the father

life has an end and it is now at the moment of the sunin the center of heaven, beyond the cumulonimbus of eternity my sword is my only witness, the one to carry this honor forever embraced on its sharp, silky blade like the wind through the trees my life has been torn apart once and for all

silence prevails once again for eternity