lord

I guess I'm going back down that dark road again...I really need to get out of this damn town! I'm getting a tattoo today at 1p.m. and then after that I plan on drinking myself stupid. Fuck it! No matter how good I try to be and no matter how hard I work, I always get fucked some how in the end. Makes it hard to be optimistic when everything around me feels so empty and those glowing signs continually flicker "Dead End." I feel like I'm tumbling around on a downhill spiral and I just hope that the girl I once was doesn't emerge from the ashes demanding to be seen and heard once again.