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snoring in stereo.....




i hate sharing my room, and i hate the guy thats snoring in my roommates bed...



i refuckingfuse to sleep on the goddamned couch, im about to wake him up and kick him the fuck out of my room

i hate sitting around waiting for shit on my only day off....



i have one friggan day off a week, you could at least wait to do absolutely NOTHING till tomorrow when im at work....



wtf....frustrated....





had to vent storry

IGOTTHEFUCKINGJOBANDIWINATLIFEBITCHES!!!!





whos gonna step?

SUPERFUCKINGEXCITED!!!!!!


interview at ground works tomorrow in santa monica means i might have a second job and be able to actually save up somemonies!!!!!!


which means
a) i might eventually move out of this fucking flop house
a-2) NO MORE STUPID ROOMATE OF SUPER LAME!!!
b) a car might be in my future
b-2) i can maybe go back home and get the rest of...
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marijuana,

i missed you so much. thank you for rolling back into my life. you make me not hate everyone, and sleep and eat properly




but seriously, i missed smoking, im waaaaay less bitchy and aggressive, plus, i can eat like a normal(ish) person, and not feel like i have to die every time i have a couple bites of something.


now i just need...
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some people are just IDIOTS!!!










im a little bitter about today.... please find me something to kill a little, i promise to return it when im done

theres a party going on, i dont really wanna be at it by by myself, but its at my house and i cant help it




time to get wasted




possibly some funny pictures will ensue

sometimes i hate being a woman. menstral mood swings and cramps coupled with the crippling depression that my new convenient yet not quite up to par birthcontrol seems to have made worse... thank you soylentzombie for listening to me bitch and being a good internet friend <3

still looking for a second job, but i dont know how im going to do it... i come...
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not much has changed..... boo is in concord fixing up parents house to rent.... still need friends and a second job....


i guess the dog got put down, but the douchebag is still here, unfortunately


been having this crazy urge to move back north, but im trying to ignore it


need.... human..... contact......




hate all 20 of my roommates!!!


say something nice


birfday stuff

me...
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so the douchebag with the crippled dog(not the dogs fault, and the dudes not taking care of her) isnt moved out yet but hes been gone all day, as per usual when someone has a problem with him or the way he treats his dog... sonofabitch! im so mad at that guy... his dog gets in a terrible accident, cant use her back legs and...
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