I walk across the ashes of a world I don't remember graves lay open bodies in piles waiting to rest in the earth, faces I know have yet to know and some I never will, I feel nothing numb or a dream I walk on needing to know there are voices speaking yet I can not understand them, every where I look death and destruction,... Read More
Thank you so much. I'm sorry I've missed a lot of what has been happening with you. I want you to know that you are a wonderful caring person. What happened in the past can't be changed but it can be used to make yourself stronger. Learn from it and others will learn from you. You can't change the whole world but you can make your own piece of it a better place. HUGS.
So it wasn't a bad day then the nightmares woke me up, so I was sitting here in the dark holding my bayonet for comfort, thinking of all the lost friends family members people I love that are just gone and for the first time in my life I had a loss of... Read More
That's pretty heavy and i can only imagine how you must be feeling. I would like to say it gets easier (and i just did...)but i realise it's easier said than done. You're in my thoughts mate!
I was reminded this past weekend that, it's not the blood in your veins that makes you family, but the blood you have shed and spilled that makes us a family, point of fact a man that I call my brother that lives on the other side of the country who was just married in oct and has a kid on the way, was willing... Read More
When I catch myself judging someone I feel like there's a knife in my heart, I get entirely disgusted at myself. I think it's hard to live in an unforgiving world, it's hard when judgement becomes culturally normative. Hard for those judging and those being judged.
He's just some pop star that put his pop star girlfriend in hospital from bashing her badly. He won some awards at the Grammys and performed, so that's where the annoyance stems from- its as though no one cares about what he did.
And that's because you're a decent person, that much is obvious
Across the burning sands come the echoes of wars long past and the tastes of battles yet to come, the sand is wet with the blood of many warriors brave and true, I touch the sand hot and dry no trace of the lives lost the brothers and sisters left beneath it, the sand waits for its time to claim more blood and bones... Read More
Night comes, yet I do not rest, the darkness and horrors of my past visit me in slumber. My heart races muscles twitch, my rage fuels it fear feeds it no one around yet still I see them, here to drag me back, down to the pit. In the dark is where the warrior within lives, the dark depth of my soul, calling out for... Read More
And yes, losing those you love is terrible