longlostsapper

Today is the big day in just a few short hours I will meet my little girl for the first time, im so nervous, my hands are shaking my stomach is doing flips my body is trembling, I'm reminded of the first time I handled explosives and know I was not as nervous then my first fire fight no time to be nervous my first raid in Iraq not nervous, but this is like nothing I have dealt with before I'm almost completely alone in a unfriendly place with at lest two people that hate me and wish me harm I have to be nice to them for my little girl, she's 4 they have been telling her bad things about me for her whole life, I think i had an easier time in combat then this wtf over