longlostsapper

The VA said they want to move my disability up to 100%, I am going to be 31 this year my body mind and soul are a wreck, it was soul crushing to hear this what do I do now I'm fat broken alone and now I can't work I don't even get enough to live off of, so many things I wanted to do with my life now its all gone, I'm just a useless drain on society, why did I come back like this when so many people that deserve it more then me did not people with families friends people that needed and cared for them, and what do I have an ex wife that hoped I died over there, and a daughter that I have never gotten to see, I'm am a ship without sail or rudder I have no purpose