So I thought I needed to get out of the house a little so I spent the weekend out of town which is always a weird catch-22. It was good to get some new atmosphere for a while but it sucks to not have your own space to run and hide to when you are a guest in someones house. The fact that I drank way too much both friday and saturday doesn't help now that I got the whole post booze depression.
This is my last week before I move and I am really starting to get that ache in my gut about moving. I mean as much as I dislike this "town" that I am leaving it is still my home. And moving away from the scenery that you remember from your childhood blows. That and the fact that I will be moving away from having family being just a short ways away fucking sucks bad.
Well, as much as I'm gonna miss it I must say my moving is long overdue so no matter how I think I feel I know I am happy about it. As for now though, my knee is killing me, my back is sunburned, and the vicoden are probably gonna start to kick in here soon so I need to go find a place to settle into for the night and attempt to listen to both disks of New Order - Substance before I pass out and not wake up until two in the afternoon.
broken knees, sunburned heart and suitable reverence,
billy
This is my last week before I move and I am really starting to get that ache in my gut about moving. I mean as much as I dislike this "town" that I am leaving it is still my home. And moving away from the scenery that you remember from your childhood blows. That and the fact that I will be moving away from having family being just a short ways away fucking sucks bad.
Well, as much as I'm gonna miss it I must say my moving is long overdue so no matter how I think I feel I know I am happy about it. As for now though, my knee is killing me, my back is sunburned, and the vicoden are probably gonna start to kick in here soon so I need to go find a place to settle into for the night and attempt to listen to both disks of New Order - Substance before I pass out and not wake up until two in the afternoon.
broken knees, sunburned heart and suitable reverence,
billy
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veganvixen:
it's not that hard to get a job there, just as long as you act friendly cause they are anal about customer service. but ya, just mention my name and you will be in like green and red on christmas
emilygee:
i'll probably be moving to iowa/chicago for a year whilst i prepare my writing for grad applications, and hopefully, co-write a book with an old professor. i hope to keep the work to a min and the money to a max. we shall see. i just gotta quit this job and get myself back on an academic path.