okay...so now im not moving and im not getting a job at a ski resort. i dont know what the hell is going on. i realized I cant live in a house where i don't have a room to sleep in and it is really hard to stay warm with no meat on your bones. I think it is better that i figured this out sooner than later before I further commited myself to doing anything because I think in the end i would have stuck a knife into one of my good friends...shitty. halloween was cool, i think im gonna wear skirts, eye shadow, and skeleton gloves more often. i also realized (i should say re-realized) im a huge sap and even when i see myself stepping into something that is gonna hurt in the end i still take that step only to reaffirm that which I first predicted would happen. I know i still haven't learned because I feel this whole process is gonna repeat itself in a few weeks, and im sure i will let it happen...
its like drinking too much, it sounds good at the time, while things are good...well things are good, but when you sober up you realize the booze was bad for your system. you promise yourself you will never drink like that again but end up going through the whole cycle again in a few weeks.
as for temp. career moves...i was thinking the movie theater. that way i dont have to rely on sneaking in with friends. I could be the one letting them in!
P.S. the world (or at least places that celebrate it) would be a much healthier place if halloween came at least four times a year. it is the one time where people dont judge anyone on awkward appearances. people actually act how they probably truely want to act on a regular bases but are afraid of what others would say. the fact that a holiday like this is still around show that there may be something that is redemable in an otherwise domesticated species.
die...love...neither is better or worse than the other. its all in the fucked up spin you put on it. it goes to show we can convince ourselves of anything if we make sure we dont remember the things we chose to forget.
its like drinking too much, it sounds good at the time, while things are good...well things are good, but when you sober up you realize the booze was bad for your system. you promise yourself you will never drink like that again but end up going through the whole cycle again in a few weeks.
as for temp. career moves...i was thinking the movie theater. that way i dont have to rely on sneaking in with friends. I could be the one letting them in!
P.S. the world (or at least places that celebrate it) would be a much healthier place if halloween came at least four times a year. it is the one time where people dont judge anyone on awkward appearances. people actually act how they probably truely want to act on a regular bases but are afraid of what others would say. the fact that a holiday like this is still around show that there may be something that is redemable in an otherwise domesticated species.
die...love...neither is better or worse than the other. its all in the fucked up spin you put on it. it goes to show we can convince ourselves of anything if we make sure we dont remember the things we chose to forget.
yes, i've heard it before... that i should start off with a smaller ocean and work my way up. but i figure, if i'm ever gonna do it, i should get crackin' now. becuase that ocean's only gonna continue to get larger as the ice caps melt.
and unfortunately, i ain't even got a desk. but there are plenty of rooms with couches and locking doors. it'll be all good.
we need more people in favor of movie-sneaking in positions of power, sir.
better in the sense that it's easier for me. unconscious humans are hard to move. certainly not better in the fun-ness aspect.