Work is going to be a little more quiet now. It's just 4 guys. We lost our office manager today because she got a job offer she couldn't refuse. We all got to stop work an hour and a half early today (while still being on the clock) to eat cake and drink champagne, that was very nice.
After work I drove to the movie theatre and saw Transformers again. The amount of detail in the 3d FX are incredible.
Hmm I wonder what I'm going to do.
I need to call Alanna I guess sometime soon since I said I would, so I can hear what she has to say and then tell her she needs to leave me alone. She keeps on wanting to talk to me and I haven't given her a chance since I don't know what could possibly need be said.
Liz was all frustrated and stressed about life and I pretty much bugged her and made her talk to me I think though now I feel bad since I've only made her life worst to compound all the other stuff she's got going on. She's still got feelings for me and it really makes me sad, especially since she's engaged and it makes me sick to think I could possibly be a stumbling block in their relationship and I hate the thought of that. And then I'm a awkward weirdo who loves Robyn even though Liz says its probably just because I'm sick and obsessed because it makes me happy just loving her and I don't mind or expect or really care to get anything in return, and one sided = obsession and so basically I'm a freak who needs to just be locked away. And Robyn loves Bo, and Liz said that she is trying to talk to him. I wish the best for her. People and stuff are so complex.
While I have downtime here and there I'm working on some new products and concepts at SBN Labs. Right now I'm just gathering support and doing concepts and planning to see if what I want is possible and how to go about doing it. I've told both my parents now I'm not continuing school in the fall so I'll be able to have a little more free time at last. I'm looking forward to it.
After work I drove to the movie theatre and saw Transformers again. The amount of detail in the 3d FX are incredible.
Hmm I wonder what I'm going to do.
I need to call Alanna I guess sometime soon since I said I would, so I can hear what she has to say and then tell her she needs to leave me alone. She keeps on wanting to talk to me and I haven't given her a chance since I don't know what could possibly need be said.
Liz was all frustrated and stressed about life and I pretty much bugged her and made her talk to me I think though now I feel bad since I've only made her life worst to compound all the other stuff she's got going on. She's still got feelings for me and it really makes me sad, especially since she's engaged and it makes me sick to think I could possibly be a stumbling block in their relationship and I hate the thought of that. And then I'm a awkward weirdo who loves Robyn even though Liz says its probably just because I'm sick and obsessed because it makes me happy just loving her and I don't mind or expect or really care to get anything in return, and one sided = obsession and so basically I'm a freak who needs to just be locked away. And Robyn loves Bo, and Liz said that she is trying to talk to him. I wish the best for her. People and stuff are so complex.
While I have downtime here and there I'm working on some new products and concepts at SBN Labs. Right now I'm just gathering support and doing concepts and planning to see if what I want is possible and how to go about doing it. I've told both my parents now I'm not continuing school in the fall so I'll be able to have a little more free time at last. I'm looking forward to it.