I really don't have anything going on with my self... just work, home, work, home ... It is getting mundane and I don't keep falling in that same rut every day for my life. Need an adventure... what am I going to do for my self for tomorrow...
Another ex had the nerve to talk to me, not like the one the is supposedly interest is calling...Am i getting use to being alone, listening and getting stuck inside my head. Feel like I being pulled back in my shell again. Reality I am constantly trying to change or alter is falling back in the original places...I can not allow this to continue like this. Am I giving in or giving up?
Sigh.