Well I guess its about time for an update. AS you would know by reading my last blog I had to make a decision about what path I was going to head down with my life. it was a very hard decision, each one had its pluses and minuses but in the end I choose the one that may have not been the best but was going to involve the least regrets. I have wanted to experience true college life for a long time, Im born and raised in a tiny town outside Ft. Lauderdale Florida and frankly this place sucks, not to mention it has been invaded by the spanish and I cant follow the language. So I decided to pack up my life and move to tallahassee so I can attend Florida State University, go Noles.
I got my acceptance letter from them today so I can officially commit to the city.
It was a tough decision, im not leaving behind a ton of good friends but the small group that is hear are the best friends anyone could have, some of the most loyal people ever and 2 of them in particular have had a big impact on my life and the person that I am even if they dont know it.
Ive never really done this before, I did join the military after high school but I was only gone for a couple of weeks before life happened and I found out I had cancer. This is going to be a very interesting experience but I need it, I really want the chance to move to a new town and start over that is the biggest thing.
Ive been busy looking for a place to live, I think I have something lined up right now but I may rent a place and find a roomate myself, I already know one person who is interested. Ive known him for years and he is getting dicked around because of an arrest he had earlier this year, turns out they dont know that until its a conviction you cant say no for it, and knowing the details of the case its amazing the charges havent even been dropped, its not even anything big just a computer fraud thing, is it really fraud though when the person leaves the apssword sitting there for everyone to see.
But anyways, one of the things that is getting to me the most is the fact that my dog is going to have to stay here, shes my baby. My mom wont let me take her, shes as much of a mamas girl as she is attached to me, shes laying in my bed against my pillows right now sleeping, shes so cute. She paces the halls waiting for me to come home at night and sits in the window to see me pull in the driveway so she can greet me at the door. She runs to me when she thinks she is getting yelled at and she always comes to me so she can get protection from the little terror that my sisters dog is.
I know this is a long blog but I just need to type right now, its not as good as venting to some one but it will do for now. Im happy but im sad, I wish I could have the best of both worlds but its not going to happen right now, and with my luck its suprising that anything good will ever happen for me. And I say that because Ive had a lot of pain in my shoulder and neck for about 4 months now, Im pretty sure its a disc problem but im finally going to the doc on friday for it. The last thing I want is another surgery, ive already been told that the two disc in my back need to be replaced in the next couple of years. At this point though the best thing would be if its a disc problem it would beat the alternative which is something related to the cancer from before, the pain started in the area the tumor was in to start with so.
Alright im done for now, I guess I get to see who the real caring friendly people are, they will read this entire thing. Anyways its bedtime and there is a big thunderstorm coming got all sorts of warnings up right now so im sure sleep wont come soon going to have to wait but I like storms so its cool. And in the words of Bubba the Love Sponge, Heard exclusively on Sirius Satelite Radio's Howard 101, "Fuck this place, its bullshit, I'm outta here."
I got my acceptance letter from them today so I can officially commit to the city.
It was a tough decision, im not leaving behind a ton of good friends but the small group that is hear are the best friends anyone could have, some of the most loyal people ever and 2 of them in particular have had a big impact on my life and the person that I am even if they dont know it.
Ive never really done this before, I did join the military after high school but I was only gone for a couple of weeks before life happened and I found out I had cancer. This is going to be a very interesting experience but I need it, I really want the chance to move to a new town and start over that is the biggest thing.
Ive been busy looking for a place to live, I think I have something lined up right now but I may rent a place and find a roomate myself, I already know one person who is interested. Ive known him for years and he is getting dicked around because of an arrest he had earlier this year, turns out they dont know that until its a conviction you cant say no for it, and knowing the details of the case its amazing the charges havent even been dropped, its not even anything big just a computer fraud thing, is it really fraud though when the person leaves the apssword sitting there for everyone to see.
But anyways, one of the things that is getting to me the most is the fact that my dog is going to have to stay here, shes my baby. My mom wont let me take her, shes as much of a mamas girl as she is attached to me, shes laying in my bed against my pillows right now sleeping, shes so cute. She paces the halls waiting for me to come home at night and sits in the window to see me pull in the driveway so she can greet me at the door. She runs to me when she thinks she is getting yelled at and she always comes to me so she can get protection from the little terror that my sisters dog is.
I know this is a long blog but I just need to type right now, its not as good as venting to some one but it will do for now. Im happy but im sad, I wish I could have the best of both worlds but its not going to happen right now, and with my luck its suprising that anything good will ever happen for me. And I say that because Ive had a lot of pain in my shoulder and neck for about 4 months now, Im pretty sure its a disc problem but im finally going to the doc on friday for it. The last thing I want is another surgery, ive already been told that the two disc in my back need to be replaced in the next couple of years. At this point though the best thing would be if its a disc problem it would beat the alternative which is something related to the cancer from before, the pain started in the area the tumor was in to start with so.
Alright im done for now, I guess I get to see who the real caring friendly people are, they will read this entire thing. Anyways its bedtime and there is a big thunderstorm coming got all sorts of warnings up right now so im sure sleep wont come soon going to have to wait but I like storms so its cool. And in the words of Bubba the Love Sponge, Heard exclusively on Sirius Satelite Radio's Howard 101, "Fuck this place, its bullshit, I'm outta here."
I think it will be good for you...
I know though that I would be torn if I had to leave my dog behind....but then again, if I went anywhere - my dog would go too since he IS entirely mine.