lonegunnman

So I'm feeling mediocre, which they say is better than suicidal. Actually, I'm mostly sick as hell. When you're sick is the worst time to ever be single; no one is around to get you things. Consequentially, I've barely eaten a thing for days and days...

This is such bullshit. I'm suicidal, like fucking SUICIDAL. For fuck's sake, I'm too old for that. It's like wetting the god damn bed. But thing is, I'm trying to think up something to look forward to, and there's nothing really coming to mind. I know this is my own fault, that I don't involve myself in anything and therefore can't complain that I'm not...
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I feel better today. I slept all day yesterday and had some fever dreams I could not believe. In one I was posing nekkid on the internet and meeting with a great deal of appreciation. I woke up feeling sexy and feverish and sick, which is how I imagine animals in heat feel.

I went back to sleep later and dreamed a good one. And...
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Apparently religious experiences don't have to be positive. My head hurts so indescribably and inexplicably bad that I am almost convinced there is a god and he is PISSED. Someone please help me.

I hate blogs. Hate them. I won't read your blog. I read exactly one blog-like entity faithfully, Overcompensating, and that's mostly because I like comic strips. To me blogs are just the look-at-me culture that I hate so much, creeping from the kids in their pimp cars to the people sitting in front of their computer all day.

That said, I recently realised that I...
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I miss boxing in the park with my friends. Throwing down all afternoon with 12 oz. gloves, then drinking all night until we didn't hurt anymore. If you can't punch your friends, who can you punch?

For those of you who've never been in a physical fight with a close friend, someone you can trust not to seriously hurt you, I strongly recommend it. Once...
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Starting a job as a cashier/parcel clerk at a grocery store teaches you things. Or, rather, it teaches me things.

I've got a lot more empathy towards cashiers and such now, and I always thought I was a pretty nice guy before. I know alot of things not to do at the grocery store, things I see in a different light now that I've had...
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