I'm really upset and kinda angry right now but I'm not really sure how to vocalize it. First of all, I hate fighting with people in general, but *especially* over the internet. It's so hard to actually get your tone and feeling out, and then there's misunderstandings, and it just sucks. Secondly, I hate it when people are mad at me, and I'll do almost anything to try and reconcile. Which usually ends up with me apologizing to people even when something isn't my fault, just so they won't be mad at me anymore. I'm tired of doing that though, I feel like I need to grow a backbone and stand up for myself when I think I'm right. In this case I know I'm not 100% blameless, and I was kinda being a bitch. But at least I acknowledge when I've fucked up, or at least I try to.
Tomorrow this probably won't be so upsetting but right now it just makes me sad.
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Tomorrow this probably won't be so upsetting but right now it just makes me sad.
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voiddragon:
I don't like fighting with people either but when I know I'm right. I don't back down. That's just the aires coming out in me 
I hope you feel better 
I hope you feel better 
wanderlustt:
!!!!!!!!!!!! I relate to this so much! Some wise words that someone passed on to me are 'You have to stand up for yourself, no one else is required to.' So you and me should have a chat about being more assertive. maybe role play arguments (or something less cheasy lol). Good luck standing your ground!