lolobg

Drama at work. Drama at school. So much fucking shit to do.

I keep making lists and they keep getting longer. Nothing ever gets crossed off. Things I'm worried about:
* Money
* Teaching
* Work load next semester
* Personal/family issues

I wish I wasn't such a worrier. I know it doesn't help. I just wish I could go to sleep and not worry about waking up.

But really, I am relatively happy.

How contradictory can I get?