lolo

Thank you very much for all the birthday wishes. I was a lucky lady; I got...

3 Stitch cuddlies,
1 Lilo cuddly,
Lambrini and chocolate,
175,
Some cute star hairclips and general fluffiness,
Lots of love from SG!

So erm, tomorrow I am going to see Kelly Clarkson at the Koko (is that how it is spelt?) in Camden... I have no clue where it is, so if anyone knows, email me?!
I am so super excited. I might pee myself when I see her.
She is so awesome. She is full of awesomeness infact.

This site makes me so happy. It makes me so sad to see people slating SG, especially girls that have just got archived. I love this site, I can't think of anything that would make me change my mind. I have met some waaaay nice people off of here that I hope will be friends for a very long time.
So thanks SG, I love you.



So this is a bit of a rambly entry, but I just have so much stuff whizzing around in my head right now. I am so unhappy at work it's ridiculous. I feel that I do everything and get nothing in return. It's very stressful, and is very much effecting my health and relationships in a negative way. All I really want to do is jab people, put jewellery in the hole, and work a reception for a place where all your hear all day is buzzing and moaning about pain.
Oh, and I want a baby.

I don't really know what to do, short of moving it is impossible to find anything remotely near me. It's not as easy as it seems. I have tried going further afield, but the sort of job I want to do always goes to a friend, or a girlfriend, or a friend of a friend etc.

I'm not giving up hope yet. My other half has finally fulfilled his dream and will be starting work at 'Suck My Ink' next year. So now we just need to sort me out.

I must try and get out of this rut I am in.
I must try to eat sensibly.
I must try to smile more.
I must try to mean it when I smile more.
I must try to love him like he loves me.
I must try to be a better friend to those who have stuck by me.
I must try to mentally give all the people who deserve a big 'fuck you', well, a big 'fuck you', rather than taking it out on those who I love and need.
I must try to giggle 'til my sides ache.
I must try to not cry at the slightest thing.
I must try to not be so unreasonably jealous.
I must try to do more with my life.
I must try to live everyday as if it were my last.

Meep.

I am sad.

I am all teary and being silly.

I have just realised how indepth (and self centred) this update has been.
I'm sorry.

Lolo xxx