lollygrrl

My mom has finally lost it. She gets worse and worse all the time. I don't know what to do about it. Whenever I even vaguely suggest that she go see someone she freaks out. Thank God I'm leaving soon.. hopefully by February. I'm just gonna pick my shit up and move to New York for a little bit and see how shit goes down there. I can't wait to get the fuck out of Florida.. it fucking sucks down here and being close to my mother (in proximity, of course) is NOT healthy. Actually it's not healthy to be my close to my mom in any way because all the tries to do is control me.. she's really really bad with that. She's also great at making everyone feel bad about themselves.. whatever. There's always a guilt trip lurking somewhere on the tip of her tongue.
I'm also in dire neeed of money right now because I just left my house and my job is not doing it... Merry Fucking Christmas.