hey everyone. Am back in cardiff now. bit earlier than planned but its good. This is gonna be a biiiiiiigggg update.
Been upto lots and done lots of thinking too. Have decided that im not so desperatly alone as i thought i was. i want to be single for a while and be happy with myself before i meet anyone new. Plus with jake and uni soon i dont have much spare time. Have decided a few things.
I AM LUCKY. Iv been so down the past year but i really am lucky to have a beautiful boy who loves me and great friends. Mum and dad havent helped loads with jake but any help they did give was appreciated.
I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS. My first love, Thom, who iv known since i was 11, is still really good friends with me. i got to see him lots recently and he told me he'd never forget me. its nice to know that after nearly 10 years we can still be good friends. Spent some times with my guy friends recently (Thom, tom, huw, dan and adam) just playing guitars, watching babylon 5 and chilling out. its been great. My best friend Helen has just got back from holiday and i rushed round to see her. I love her so much. She just did her first suspension and i was gutted i didnt get to see it. Best of all, last night my friend alun from surrey was in cardiff because his familly are from here and because i couldnt get a babysitter he changed his room in the hilton to an executive suite with a cot so me AND jake could stay! how cool is that! me and jake were running around so excited! We had such a lovely room on the 7th floor overlooking cardiff. We could go in the executive lounge and eat and drink as much as we wanted becasue it was all included.
Jake loved hiding in the very big shower!
JAKE IS AMAZING. At one point he gave me a really bad 3 days and nights full of whinging and playing up and waking up at 5.30 am. That was tough. since then hes been an angel and iv loved every minute with him.
We like running round pirate ships in folly farm!
He likes climbing up slides!
He REALLY likes swings!
He can walk!!!!!!
He has a cool cowboy outfit i got him!
Im even getting on with jakes dad. i know we're never gonna be together again but we get on which is good for jake. Hes coming to see him tonight and is having him next wednesday night.
EVEN BETTER NEWS!!!! Carl and Susan are getting close again in neighbours!!!!! How cool would that be! I know the sheep has died but maybe thats what they needed to realise they still love each other! God im pathetic!
Sorry for stupidly long update. Hope everyone is good.
Lolliepop xxxxx
Been upto lots and done lots of thinking too. Have decided that im not so desperatly alone as i thought i was. i want to be single for a while and be happy with myself before i meet anyone new. Plus with jake and uni soon i dont have much spare time. Have decided a few things.
I AM LUCKY. Iv been so down the past year but i really am lucky to have a beautiful boy who loves me and great friends. Mum and dad havent helped loads with jake but any help they did give was appreciated.
I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS. My first love, Thom, who iv known since i was 11, is still really good friends with me. i got to see him lots recently and he told me he'd never forget me. its nice to know that after nearly 10 years we can still be good friends. Spent some times with my guy friends recently (Thom, tom, huw, dan and adam) just playing guitars, watching babylon 5 and chilling out. its been great. My best friend Helen has just got back from holiday and i rushed round to see her. I love her so much. She just did her first suspension and i was gutted i didnt get to see it. Best of all, last night my friend alun from surrey was in cardiff because his familly are from here and because i couldnt get a babysitter he changed his room in the hilton to an executive suite with a cot so me AND jake could stay! how cool is that! me and jake were running around so excited! We had such a lovely room on the 7th floor overlooking cardiff. We could go in the executive lounge and eat and drink as much as we wanted becasue it was all included.
Jake loved hiding in the very big shower!
JAKE IS AMAZING. At one point he gave me a really bad 3 days and nights full of whinging and playing up and waking up at 5.30 am. That was tough. since then hes been an angel and iv loved every minute with him.
We like running round pirate ships in folly farm!
He likes climbing up slides!
He REALLY likes swings!
He can walk!!!!!!
He has a cool cowboy outfit i got him!
Im even getting on with jakes dad. i know we're never gonna be together again but we get on which is good for jake. Hes coming to see him tonight and is having him next wednesday night.
EVEN BETTER NEWS!!!! Carl and Susan are getting close again in neighbours!!!!! How cool would that be! I know the sheep has died but maybe thats what they needed to realise they still love each other! God im pathetic!
Sorry for stupidly long update. Hope everyone is good.
Lolliepop xxxxx
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I have a cold... Noooooooooooo, its not fair, i had band practice last night and i was all bunged up and a bitch of a sore throat. grrr. so im lazying in the flat today trying to recover, i cant be ill for my first gig...
Oh i forgot to ask you, was your back tattoo affected by your pregnancy? And have you sued cardiff council yet? hope the back is okay!x