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oi, its been a while.

lookin for an apartment to move into.. reeeeeally really hope i get the one downtown. walking to everything rocks.

it seems that i have all these plans, all these great scemes to accomplish in life.. but it turns out so differently, like craziness, in the end. or, is this just the begining? every place in my life that i had...
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wrar. set didnt go through. guess it was too blah. its difficult to get an original one in as i hear it. oh well. three months to try again. and this time, i'm gonna be smashing! a friend and i are taking practice pictures meanwhile yayyy fun!!!!! love xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxo. besides. i really think my sex should be sg, and not plain F. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

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we watched The Notorious Betty Paige just now...!!!!!!! SO FUCKING AWSOME!!!!!!!! i had no idea that that's what it was like, for her. she gives me inspiration for sure. fucking just.... down with it, dude. i love it. my hero now lol. YAY BETTY PAIGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

o, and i got the new Dresden Dolls cd, Yes, Virginia. awsomeandamazing as well. i love it, cant stop listening...
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the perfect seqwen: being an obviously fucked up alice with a bunch of obviously fucked up imaginary rabbits and mad queens and cheshire cats.... listening to modern moonlight and...... sipping tea together. many pictures shall be taken. oh yes, there shall be blood..... *mad cackles* <3 LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am at christiekat's... got sebastian his collar.... and padlock........... and leash..................... anything i'm missing? oh, thats right... the key..... ummmmmmmmnope, that would be mine thank you can't wait for halloween... will be a fucking rocking cool alice. and yes, i've had vodka tonite. the fuck are you asking me for? oh, but i'm a meticulous typer. habits.

1- truth or dare jenga.
2- mixed drinks!...
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note to self and bastards who think a label equals "its" fashion: you are retarded. realkids are actually cool, the idiots who go for the fashion jus cause they think its cool are real bitches and should get a fucking clue. thank you. that is all.

oh. and the bubbles left a crecent in my cup. its pretty.

The D'lush guy wrote "Ash Emo" in cursive with strawberry sauce on my smoothie. That made me smile in irony. I loved it- so a new sn somewhere. I shall find one, lol.

Couldn't stop playing that fucking awsome musicbox piece in my head on the way to Christmas shop (early, yes, but better, yes?). That one tune i so enjoy... as his handwork is...
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the application is finished! finally.... but, i'm getting more ideas for shoots, and i wanna try them all! haha. well, if the first one doesn't exactly thrill whoever's approving them, i know for sure i can do better. its a learning process indeed. that, and it's fun as hell. LOL!

something is supposed to happen tomorrow, and i forget what. oh well. it'll come to...
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do yo know my soul, my soul? the face of fear brings fear of death. what is there to be afraid of? one life this life a life withheld cannot be seen. my soul you comfort me, for i see you, and you see me standing here, on the edge of disbalance with a lost gaze upon my lips. you see them, don't you? flux...
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today is the nichiren buddah meeting at SWC. its going to be reeeeally interesting. :3

couldnt sleep last night. a neighbor found me smoking up on the balcony and we went to rite aid for coca cola and mike's lemonade. we just hung out on the steps- i had a few and he had some cigs. PURE. GREATNESS. i dont know about you, but that...
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