Well, the things you learn when your young and dumb so that when your on your death bed and completely useless to society you will at least be wise and able to bestow upon the youth of the world this very important mesage (is mesage spelled with two s?): DONT TAKE MUSHROOMS ALONE, ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN THEM TWICE THE SAME WEEK AND DOUBLE ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE EXHAUSTED AND POSSESS NOT THE MENTAL STAMINA TO STAY AWAKE LET ALONE TRIP. UNLESS YOU REALLY ENJOY TALKING TO YOURSELF AND THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD. OR UNLESS YOU WANT TO BECOME INSAINE.
I have marooned myself on my father's ranch in Nowhere-land New Mexico where the grass grows and the buffalo roam, where the temptations of this world can not touch me, for a nice little vacation of sobriety. However, even if I was in the civilized world i doubt I'd have to try very hard to stay on the wagon, that little third-time-is-a-charm mushroom stunt has left me with a healthy fear and or respect for asprin even. I'm in a delicate mental condition you see, I'm just waiting to pop my neck and start seeing the litle people again or some shit, and out here in the wilderness with my crazy family is just about the very LAST place I want to go through that. So it was with the utter most caution I drank half a cup of watered down draft beer last night. I just don't want to push my luck. I may sound a little parinoid but let me tell you friend, I have seen insanity and it is just a wrong turn away.
Anyway, I'm being harrased by the aforementioned crazies (family) to get off the computer but I will battle my attackers away long enough to finish this grand tale.
I'm currently living in the playhouse my grandpa built me when I was like 9. But it is not childish afair. It is in fact the ultimate delux of all playhouses! It has a basement and a cot and a window and a locking door and even that grand invention, eletricity! All it lacks is a heater, which is a bummer in the winter but ok right now, and running water, which is fine because its like two feet from the main house. Oh yes, and it has a yard. In a bit I think I will brave the elements and go weed the beast. Hmmmm, what am I forgetting to devulge. Oh yes. I have been painting the visions I had on mushrooms. Epic.
I have marooned myself on my father's ranch in Nowhere-land New Mexico where the grass grows and the buffalo roam, where the temptations of this world can not touch me, for a nice little vacation of sobriety. However, even if I was in the civilized world i doubt I'd have to try very hard to stay on the wagon, that little third-time-is-a-charm mushroom stunt has left me with a healthy fear and or respect for asprin even. I'm in a delicate mental condition you see, I'm just waiting to pop my neck and start seeing the litle people again or some shit, and out here in the wilderness with my crazy family is just about the very LAST place I want to go through that. So it was with the utter most caution I drank half a cup of watered down draft beer last night. I just don't want to push my luck. I may sound a little parinoid but let me tell you friend, I have seen insanity and it is just a wrong turn away.
Anyway, I'm being harrased by the aforementioned crazies (family) to get off the computer but I will battle my attackers away long enough to finish this grand tale.
I'm currently living in the playhouse my grandpa built me when I was like 9. But it is not childish afair. It is in fact the ultimate delux of all playhouses! It has a basement and a cot and a window and a locking door and even that grand invention, eletricity! All it lacks is a heater, which is a bummer in the winter but ok right now, and running water, which is fine because its like two feet from the main house. Oh yes, and it has a yard. In a bit I think I will brave the elements and go weed the beast. Hmmmm, what am I forgetting to devulge. Oh yes. I have been painting the visions I had on mushrooms. Epic.
lolitasordid:
You know what?! FUCK IT!! If I go insaine so-be-it. I think insaine people are an undespinsable (sp?) part of our global family!! Sorbriety ended today at 12:00pm!! Eeeeeehaw!! Now its draft beer, wonder bread, and mex from here on out, and you know what?? It feel GOOOOOOOOOD!!
sydfloyd:
Thanks for the advice. Are you alright?