lola

OK so not smoking has turned me into a raving lunatic crazy woman!! I am having a really hard time with it...I got really upset last night for the stupidest reason and couldn't deal with having a boring night and kind of lost it for a while. I'm thinking maybe I should try the patch or something but it's so expensive and I really can't afford it right now. But seriously I am constantly pissed off or on the verge of tears. I will be glad when I am over this stupid addiction and back to being myself again. By the way, thank you to everyone who wrote encouraging emails, it's really helping me! I'm crossing my fingers that tonight will be a good night!! *xoxo* ~Lola