listening to the requiem
i've been working everyday for the past month. i'm also working everyday this week. i'm so beat. my knees are killing me. and my body is on a shitty sleep schedule.
i can't wait till i have my own wheels and i can get out of this job. if i can find like an office job or something which will let...
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i've been working everyday for the past month. i'm also working everyday this week. i'm so beat. my knees are killing me. and my body is on a shitty sleep schedule.
i can't wait till i have my own wheels and i can get out of this job. if i can find like an office job or something which will let...
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still tool
so, i managed to get through the day, but something tells me there won't be much sleep tonight either. i'm not sure if i'm still in shock and denial, or if i'm taking it much better than i thought i would. i did spend a large part of today crying, but now i just feel like i don't have any left.
i think...
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so, i managed to get through the day, but something tells me there won't be much sleep tonight either. i'm not sure if i'm still in shock and denial, or if i'm taking it much better than i thought i would. i did spend a large part of today crying, but now i just feel like i don't have any left.
i think...
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user304975207:
pancakes sound lovely. id distract you with..........well i dont know, but something.
user304975207:
I actually dont think I was wearing my princess panties at that point. 
listening to tool
"If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you"
that's from a song called Time in a Bottle.
so....justin left a little while ago. i guess i'll have to be happy with friendship, because i can't lose him completely. if...
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"If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you"
that's from a song called Time in a Bottle.
so....justin left a little while ago. i guess i'll have to be happy with friendship, because i can't lose him completely. if...
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mr_zero:
That totally blows. Want me to write a song for you?
fred:
Sorry about that. You're not the only one that suffers.
Sorry about that. You're not the only one that suffers.
listening to my sister.
so. today is uterus day. hooray. i guess i'm just not big on holidays in general. or hoopla. damn you hoopla!
i guess i like being a humbug.
or having like 20 people in the house.
but! i did find out that i might really be part jewish. when my great-grandmother came over with her parents from lithuania, their name was...
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so. today is uterus day. hooray. i guess i'm just not big on holidays in general. or hoopla. damn you hoopla!
i guess i like being a humbug.
or having like 20 people in the house.
but! i did find out that i might really be part jewish. when my great-grandmother came over with her parents from lithuania, their name was...
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tallboy66:
What kinda music is My sister.
dekews:
I'd try to talk to your boss about lightening up your hours for the end of the school year, or you'll schmeer lox all over his face.
listening to tool
Tool!
buahahahaha!
i'm back muthafuckas!
kinda.
on a limited basis.
for a while.
so, my internet machine refused to go on the internet for a week or so, of course, the week before everything for all my classes is due. awesomely enough, also the week that i'm closing every night and getting up at 7 am for school! yay!
it's so awesome!...
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Tool!
buahahahaha!
i'm back muthafuckas!
kinda.
on a limited basis.
for a while.
so, my internet machine refused to go on the internet for a week or so, of course, the week before everything for all my classes is due. awesomely enough, also the week that i'm closing every night and getting up at 7 am for school! yay!
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vaux:
Post has been...replaced! 
Enjoy 
Enjoy 
dulllifelesshair:
Your bum is naked
it's been a strange weekend. i don't want to say that everything's back to normal, but i'm alright. i'm just going to leave it at that.
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user304975207:
i hope everything works itself out. im here if you wanna talk.
i hope everything works itself out. im here if you wanna talk.
loslope:
Back to normal can be good. Hopefully, this weekend was better than the last.
How is your site coming along? Are you still doing it?
Take care!
J
How is your site coming along? Are you still doing it?
Take care!
J
listening to Ani DiFranco
yeah. i've been kind of scarce lately. mostly busy babysitting my sister, but she goes back home on tuesday. i love her dearly, but we function best as sisters with at least 2 hours travel in between us. these past couple weeks have convinced me that as soon as possible i need to get an apartment, with as few roomates as...
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yeah. i've been kind of scarce lately. mostly busy babysitting my sister, but she goes back home on tuesday. i love her dearly, but we function best as sisters with at least 2 hours travel in between us. these past couple weeks have convinced me that as soon as possible i need to get an apartment, with as few roomates as...
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loslope:
the internal dialogue is helpful. Don't quit!
listening to snoring.
this whole working until 12:30 is killing my sleeping habits. i am almost always wired until about 2 or so,even when i smoke.
i went with my sister and her friend talia (who owns a killer head shop in CT) to watch my sister get a tattoo. i got insane ink envy. i haven't been in the chair for over a year....
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this whole working until 12:30 is killing my sleeping habits. i am almost always wired until about 2 or so,even when i smoke.
i went with my sister and her friend talia (who owns a killer head shop in CT) to watch my sister get a tattoo. i got insane ink envy. i haven't been in the chair for over a year....
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sonofapunk:
What is "Shine on you crazy diamond" from? I've heard it other places before, and I'm so lost! 
sonofapunk:
A way to communicate?
I dunno... I'm pretty good at getting everything that's in my head outside, into the world.
I think it helps to talk. And talk. And talk and talk and talk and talk until you can't talk anymore. Get your one-true-love to listen. He loves you, right? Then he'll listen 'til his ears fall off.
It helps a whole lot better if he understands what you're trying to say too!
Unfortunately, it would appear that my thoughts are a little complex for my loved-one. Sometimes she doesn't get it. Oh well, can't blame her.
It just helps to speak to those who are experienced, or are loved by you.
Not much help I know, but that's just my perspective.
Hope you are doing well.
I dunno... I'm pretty good at getting everything that's in my head outside, into the world.
I think it helps to talk. And talk. And talk and talk and talk and talk until you can't talk anymore. Get your one-true-love to listen. He loves you, right? Then he'll listen 'til his ears fall off.
It helps a whole lot better if he understands what you're trying to say too!
Unfortunately, it would appear that my thoughts are a little complex for my loved-one. Sometimes she doesn't get it. Oh well, can't blame her.
It just helps to speak to those who are experienced, or are loved by you.
Not much help I know, but that's just my perspective.
Hope you are doing well.
listening to disturbed
i just found out that my sisters best friend of 10 years died in a car accident. she called me, sobbing, for comfort and i couldn't provide it for her. i had nothing to say to her. nothing she wanted to hear. and it makes me wonder.
what defines a human being?
is it knowledge of their own mortality, or the fear...
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i just found out that my sisters best friend of 10 years died in a car accident. she called me, sobbing, for comfort and i couldn't provide it for her. i had nothing to say to her. nothing she wanted to hear. and it makes me wonder.
what defines a human being?
is it knowledge of their own mortality, or the fear...
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loslope:
Death doesn't make grief; grief makes grief. If J. were to up and die, would you feel it then? You couldn't know until it happens, and so I wouldn't dwell on it too much.
I cry during war movies...everyone has their own barometer for emotion, and yours isn't changing for the loss of your sister's friend.
PS
HOLA!!
I cry during war movies...everyone has their own barometer for emotion, and yours isn't changing for the loss of your sister's friend.
PS
HOLA!!
sonofapunk:
No need to thank me. Just learn and live and learn and live.
What's in Connecticut for you to be there?
What's in Connecticut for you to be there?
listening to garbage
so i've had an interesting week, to say the least.
i've been dealing with some really queer customers at work. i've been hit on a few times in just the past week. but i did meet this really cool old school biker. he's got 2 half sleeves that are pretty phenomenal, and he saw one of my tattoos, and we were talking...
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so i've had an interesting week, to say the least.
i've been dealing with some really queer customers at work. i've been hit on a few times in just the past week. but i did meet this really cool old school biker. he's got 2 half sleeves that are pretty phenomenal, and he saw one of my tattoos, and we were talking...
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loslope:
Its not like I haven't put my mouth on general "waste areas" before...neither have you, for that matter 
drave:
Oh God I hate people who open their mouths and they make themselves even more annoying lol.. I know exactly what you are talking about!!!!!
sort of a motto of mine.
where do u work?
xoxoxo